IN ALLAH WE TRUST

Making Money with 120!!!

Peace Ya’ll! Through the course of my day it dawned on me why there are many people who have been introduced to, once studied or are having difficulty being committed to learning their Lessons (120). Sometimes there are other things going on in people’s lives that take priority over studying. Sometime people just simply loose interest. Ultimately, there are a lot of reasons why people come in contact with 120 and never follow through or take it to heart like that. Today I wanted to focus on what I think is one of the major reasons why people just stop striving to learn this Culture.

I think that people often lack the ambition & commitment to learn this Culture, or any Curriculum designed to positively transform their life, because they can’t cee how it pays their bills or actually enriches their lives! So today I wanted to address the question, “How is 120 gonna pay my damn bills?!” and elaborate on Making Money with 120. -grin- Now aside from the fact that such a question is being asked within the midst of an Economic Crisis (Recession), this is a very valid question to ask under any circumstances! As an Enlightener, it’s important that people actually cee, in us, the tangible application and “Peace and Happiness” (40/1-40) that comes along with having Knowledge of Self (KOS). When it comes to the question, “How is 120 gonna pay my bills?!”, I want to cite some of the things that show you how. This Article is designed to help people cee how these ‘intangible’ Cultural Concepts; Principles we live by, Values we hold sacred, and Procedures we use, are converted into a ‘tangible’ existence! This Article is also designed to expose those so-called Gods & Earths who’re lip professing what this Culture is about, yet have no ‘tangible’ evidence to prove it.

First of all, it’s important to understand that NOTHING compensates for Culture. By Culture, I’m referring to your way of life that consists of all of your people activities (i.e. language, diet, family relationships, views on education, sex, labor, etc.), that are governed by various Principles, Values and Procedures. Whether these Principles, Values and Procedures are Divine or Destructive, it will be exposed by our Culture’s ability to sustain itself. In other words, if a part of our Culture is drinking bleach, the bleaches effect on our system’s ability to sustain itself will tell us if it’s Divine or Destroy! So it is with many things... Our free will to put our theories to the test will ultimately reveal Cultural sustainability and the difference between Divine or Destroy. Even if we don’t want to accept the results of our own choices, our choices will always accept us -and we will have to live with these choices until we change them!

One of the great misconceptions 85% of the people within a Capitalistic Society have is that Money, so-called Financial Freedom, an Inheritance, etc. will sustain “life” or solve the problems in our “lives”. A cursory glance at America, the so-called wealthiest Nation on Earth, with all it’s Institutional problems, shows & proves that currency isn’t the universal solvent! The true solution to any/all of our problems exist within the behavior shaping reality of the Cultural Principles we adhere to, the Values we hold sacred, and Procedures we use. Keep in Mind that within America, ‘money’ is a relatively new concept in the History of this Nation. Prior to that, and in most Indigenous/Classical Societies, we utilized the social system of bartering in order to ensure the sustainability of the Culture. In order to barter with someone ‘Trust’ is of the upmost importance. As mentioned in another Article, ‘Trust’ is the ability to confidently rely on Integrity, Honesty, and a sense of Justness. So the social system of bartering was the exchange of goods & services based upon Integrity, Honesty and a sense of Justness. These qualities, that indicate “Word is Bond and Bond is Life” (11/1-14), were the true medium of exchange when we bartered, and this represented the first ‘promissory note’! This was meant to ensure the equal distribution of resources because the highest Value lied in our Relationships and the Stability of our Society! Why did we think like this? Because we understood that we needed eachother, and all of us played a vital role in the maintenance of the Society. Certain aspects of American Culture do not hold the same ideals. These rugged individual and gross materialistic aspects are a phenomenon born from the Axiology of Caucasians, where the highest Value does not lie in the Relationship; The highest Value lies in the object and acquisition of materials. Axiology is the study of ‘Value Systems’. Coming from a harsh environment and geographic location that isn’t tropical, Caucasians lacked resources and developed a rugged individualistic attitude in order to survive. When Gods speak about the idea of ‘Devil’, we’re not talking about people being a Devil because they have White or very fair skin. We’re talking about their collective Axiology; the Value Systems they’ve adopted and adhere to that undermines the Principles, Values and Procedures of Righteousness. Socioeconomically, we define this rugged individualism and gross materialism as “The 10%”; a small population of nepotistic people that control the Worlds resources and the larger population through these resources. We also use the phrase 10% to represent this mentality, as in “Ten Percenter”. In order to answer the question, “How is 120 gonna pay my damn bills?!”, it’s important to understand the concept of the 10%.

(15/1-40) Who are the 10%?
They are the rich slave makers of the poor, who teach the poor lies to believe that the Almighty true and living God is a spook in the sky that can’t be seen by the physical eye. Otherwise known as blood suckers of the poor.

The beauty of the above definition is the fact that there’s corroborating evidence to support it. Examine any history of the Vikings, various Germanic Tribes, Cave Men, the Dark Ages of Europe, America, etc..., and it’s clearly evident! Also check out different Movies/Documentaries that represent period pieces displaying the cave days, the iron age, medieval times, Rome, early Europe, early America, modern America, etc…, and it’s also evident! Sometimes people don’t know that they’re pawns of the 10% by adopting their ideals of an American Dream. To Capitalize within itself is not Unrighteous, b.u.t. American Capitalism is simply because Integrity, Honesty and a sense of Justness are not the guiding Principles, Values and Procedures that govern the exchange of goods and services. American Capitalism, in Principle, as a Value, and as a Procedure, is not synonymous with, “Social means to advocate a Society of Men (people) or Group of Men (people) for one common cause. Equality means TO BE EQUAL IN EVERYTHING.” (8/1-14). Why? Because American Capitalism is a vehicle of the 10%. Regardless of what many of us would like to believe, the 10% only do what will “make themselves rich from your -85%- labor” (9/1-40). Why does the Devil teach that? “Because he desires to make slaves out of all he can so he can rob them and live in luxury” (12/1-40). Now if the 10% TRUE INTENTION was to BE EQUAL IN EVERYTHING, then there would be no separation! Our 30/1-40 asks us, “Tell us what and how the Devil is made?” The first line in that Degree says, “The Devil is made by the Original People by GRAFTING AND SEPERATING…” Our 31/1-40 asks us, “To make Devil what must you first do?” The answer states, “To make Devil you must first begin GRAFTING FROM THE ORIGINAL.” Cee, there’s no philosophical difference between a self serving savage fighting his clan to the death for a scrap of meat, and a business man wearing a suit selling what he knows, so you can sell what he knows, to people who want to buy it! WTF! In the case of the business man, his method is to ration you out portions, probably 10%, of what he knows in order to ensure that you keep buying and buying into these portions of information. IF THEIR INTENTION was to really deal with equality, they would do what’s necessary to put you on ‘the same tier’ as them, and would never charge you for what you’re investing your life into! Anything less would be uncivilized… One of the reasons why Jesus is acknowledged as “our Righteous Brother” (5/1-14), who taught “freedom, justice & equality”, is because he wasn’t selling his teachings or trying to get people to buy into it! ANYTIME you cee a person doing this it’s an obvious sign that what they’re advocating is “mixed, diluted and tampered with” (9/1-14). This is also the reason why true Gods & Earths would never sell our Curriculum (Supreme Mathematics, Supreme Alphabet and 120 Lessons) to somebody!! It’s not Right or Just. Ultimately, the 10% can only be the 10%, and many of you won’t want to accept what I’m saying and here’s the reason why…

(9/1-40) Why does the Devil teach that a Mystery God brings all this?
To conceal the true and living God, who is the Sun of Man, and to make slaves out of 85% by keeping them worshipping that which they cannot see (invisible), and he makes himself rich from their labor. The 85% knows that it rains, hails, snows and also hears thunder above their heads but do not try to learn who is causing all this happen by letting the 5% teach them. They believe in the 10% on face value.

NOW, no doubt money can help us solve some of our problems, b.u.t. without a Culture to institute appropriate Principles, Values , and Procedures, an individual will eventually crash just like the stock market. So here’s a few things I want to say about the subject of “How does 120 pay my bills”:

1. 120 pays your bills because you learn about investing. Far beyond bad spending habits, many people simply support the 10% “rich slave makers of the poor” (15/1-40) because they’re invested in “THIS” Society and chasing an American Dream of wealth and so-called financial freedom. Because I “don’t believe in the teachings of the 10%, and know who the true and living God is” (16/1-40), there are many things I cee right through, things I will not buy/buy in to, Businesses and Organizations I won’t support, and people I won’t invest time into. 120 has numerous Lessons that give a positive profile on various character traits, angles and intentions of the 10% & 85% who support their ideals. When a person has no clue about the Socioeconomic Dynamics in a Society ran by the 10%, they can and will only be of the 85% -who serve as the Maintenance Dept. for the 10% Heaven on Earth. Having KOS has not only allowed me to make better investment choices when it comes to money, b.u.t. better investment choices when it comes to people, places and things. In the 10/1-40, I learned not to “search trillions of years for that-that does not exist”. Therefore, I don’t waste valuable time on people, in places, or with things that don’t contribute to my Cultural Worldview. In the 40/1-40, I learned to “give all I have and all within my power to see the day” in regards to “peace and happiness”. Therefore, I’m very ambitious about doing whatever I can, and finding effective and efficient ways to contribute to Civilization. This means that I’m not wasteful with my -or anybody else’s- time, energy or resources because there’s a serious job that needs to be done with ourselves, amongst our families, in our communities and ultimately in the World! The 13/1-40 teaches us that, “THE 10% KNOWS that when man dies he will never come back to tell the living whether he lied or not because the dead has never been known to return from the grave. In all the history of Islam it’s never revealed anyone coming back from a physical death…” Although we, as Five Percenters (5%; Gods & Earths), and the 10% know this, the difference is the 10% enriches themselves based upon what the masses don’t know! So on a very practical level, the critical, analytical skill sets Gods & Earths learn through 120, equips us with the proper information, attitude and integrity to invest in the right people, places and things. This also means we’re well aware of people striving to prey/pray on us!

2. Alot of the goals we want to accomplish in life hinges not only upon our skill sets, b.u.t. also our self image. If you have vacant/low self esteem, that’s a defeatist attitude that’ll make you fail before you even start! If a person with that attitude does happen to accomplish something, their poor self image will eventually rob it from them, because they don’t have the confidence or skill sets to actually keep it. If it’s something good, they’ll constantly wonder, “Why me?!” instead of realizing “Why not?!” This all goes back to an unhealthy self image. When you’re learning the Curriculum of the Gods & Earths, EVERY PERSON is trained in the basic arts of Study/Research, Debate, Motivational/Public Speaking, Marketing, and Public Relations. Gods & Earths have a certain swag to ‘em! LOL Not some 85% bullshit that people use to try to mimic us, I’m talking about real live confidence that has nothing to do with our income, clothes, car we’re driving, or things that are “other than” (10/1-10) our essential Self! How does this pay your bills? Because you’re learning the true Value of who you are! You’re realizing that who you essentially are is beyond the things you’ve learned to identify/associate with your said person (physicality). Therefore, this new conceptual basis allows you to tap into the Omniscience, Omnipotence and Omnipresence that increases your self awareness, self esteem and intellectual capacity to achieve your goals. I don’t believe I’m the true and living God, I KNOW I AM, so there is nothing I can’t do within the perimeters of what I’m physically capable of doing! That’s my foundation and beliefs can’t change that! Therefore I don’t even think in terms of “I can’t”, I think in terms of “What’s the purpose?” Many people simply don’t accomplish their goals because they can’t handle the inner/outer Debates they’re going to be confronted with that oppose their goals! Some people get their foundation rocked because they only “believed” who they were, they didn’t know it! As soon as someone questions them about their goals they get their spirits crushed. Some people haven’t learned how to speak about their goals in order to get the support they need to accomplish them. In this case, a closed mouth simply doesn’t get fed. Ultimately, the Curriculum of The NGE, clearly shows you the difference between Knowledge & Belief. Because my Self Concept is rooted in Knowing I am the true & living God, this perspective serves as the basis upon which I approach all my goals. This is completely different than a person who simply ‘believes’ or ‘feels’ like they can be successful in something, or a person who only identifies with their limited ‘person’ (physical) as the basis of who they actually are! So how you REALLY think about yourself is a vital component of what you’ll get AND keep in life. If deep, down, inside you feel ‘unworthy’, you’ll only be able of get AND keep what’s not worth it. 120 is the epitome of self esteem building, not based upon ‘belief’ or ‘feelings’, b.u.t. based upon a solid foundation; Knowledge!

3. 120 are Lessons! Lesson’s are learning experiences designed to transmit Knowledge. Knowledge or what you Know represents Principles or ‘the way something functions’. Once you determine how something functions, you can properly assign it’s Value in your life. This Value will then be ordered or Prioritized based upon your needs. If we don’t know anything, and aren’t trying to know anything, our Value System is a botch job, and our Priorities will be completely out of order! This further compounds our problems. When you learn life Lessons, it better equips you to analyze, define and navigate Society! How? Because you’re actively engaged in learning what to do and what not to do! Learning Lessons gives you an edge when it comes to situations you’ll be confronted with, because you’re now dealing with the science of prediction. I’m not just talking about using basic life experiences as your reference materials to handle these situations, I’m talking about making the conscious effort to learn Lessons that increase your available resources to handle these situations! This doesn’t mean that simply because I know 120 Lessons, all my problems are automatically solved. What this means is that I’ve positioned myself to have access to solving these problems. This allows me to pay my bills because my intellectual resources are unlimited, not simply based upon what I personally know, b.u.t. based upon the fact that Gods & Earths strive to discover what’s known.

4. We deal with Mathematics! Mathematics is the Language of all languages and the System of all systems! Our Cosmology/Cosmography is based upon a Mathematical Theology and we recognize that everything was established -in Principle- according to a specific order -even the Devil! In otherwords, intrinsic to our Worldview is analyzing when shit don’t add up! LOL Truth is the evidence of Mathematics, and when shit ain’t adding up, something is either outright untrue or the Truth was “mixed, diluted and tampered with.” (9/1-14). So Mathematics is the Truth or “Word is Bond and Bond is Life” (11/1-14), and we will all, regardless if you live this Culture or not, “give our lives before this Word shall fail”. Why? Because nothing outlives the Truth! How does this pay your bills? Because your Worldview is based upon what’s True; what does or doesn’t add up! So the Truth that people strive to obtain from people, in places, and about things is really it’s dimensions, properties, operations, etc.. (Mathematics). So when we learn our Lessons and discover such Actual Facts like the Diameter of the Earth is 7,926 miles, which makes the radius 3,963 miles, it couldn’t be a Hell in the center of the Earth that burns 1,000 hotter than the Sun! If the Sun is 93,000,000 miles away and we can feel it’s heat, then how come we can’t feel the heat of something 1,000 hotter than the Sun that’s only 3,963 miles away?! That shit just doesn’t add up! Although this is a very basic example, ceeing what does & doesn’t add up obviously saves you a lot of money, time, and headaches because Mathematics cannot lie.

5. 120 empowers you with the ability to choose positive Careers that are models for Cultural Sustainability. What this means is that you learn about yourself, what you enjoy, and how you can utilize these skills to add your Contribution to Civilization! Because we learn -specifically- in the 17-21/1-40 about Civilization and our Duty as a Civilized Person, we further recognize our responsibility to be a Solution, not a Problem. Therefore, we develop the consideration and capacity to choose Careers that we and other people can not only live with, b.u.t. make life more fulfilling! A true and living God/Earth realizes that we’re responsible for those who do not know, so regardless of what our Career choice may be it’s ultimately going to express a component of human services and youth advocacy. This unselfish outlook pays our bills because we’re investing in the Family Units & Communities that ultimately sustain us. Nurturing and cultivating positive relationships with the Youth ensures your place in the future. It’s been 45 years since the formal founding of The NGE, and the Love and Respect The Father invested in 9 young males still exists to this day! Because I likewise adhere to and apply the same unselfish outlook on life, I too will never be forgotten in the Minds of anyone whom I meet! To know yourself well enough to develop a positive Career that you love, through being able to help others, is worth it’s weight in gold. Now you’re living!! -smile- From this vantage point, bills take on a whole new meaning -ESPECIALLY when you have a Companion who “advocates the same common -Cultural- cause” (8/1-14).

To conclude Today’s Article I want to address those of you who aren’t convinced. Those of you love evvvverything b.u.t. Allah’s Mathematics, and still believe in the teachings of the 10%. All of your hopes and dreams aside, we live in a Society that is governed by the traditions, tactics and teachings of the 10% -rich slave makers of the poor WHO TEACH THE POOR LIES TO BELIEVE. It is not the 10% job to deal fairly with you. “They -the 10%- continue daily to teach the 85%...” (13/1-40) these lies, to enrich & empower themselves. That’s why resources such as this Site, various other Sites by Gods/Earths, and other Civilized People, performing our duty is vital in our struggle to educate & empower the masses! Our condition as a people continues to revolve around the false idea that “they’ll receive more gold for their labor...” (28/1-36), if they stay invested in American Values and Ideals of Success -as taught by the 10%. Am I advocating that we don’t work, create our own jobs, hustle, etc… NOW CIPHER, what I am advocating is that we must only work towards investing in our own interests, not as individuals b.u.t. as a people! B.u.t. to do this, we must have something we call our own. To have our own we must ask ourselves the basic question, “What Nation do we pledge allegiance to, and in what God do we really Trust?” I know all of us would love to believe that we’re truly invested in some Nationalistic Ideals, b.u.t. WHAT we’re actually doing on a daily basis, and WHY we’re doing it, will reveal the truth about our allegiance. There are many Gods & Earths who claim this Nation, b.u.t. nothing in their daily lives reflects any activities invested in actual Nation Building. What their daily life does look like is some individual working everyday, if they do have a job, to pay their pay bills and spend money on simple pleasures -with hopes of being rich one day.

Even though I may not completely agree with some of the Theology/Teachings of The NOI, The Moors, The African Hebrew Israelites, etc.., at least they have an allegiance to a Nation, a Nationality, and a Concept of God that doesn’t advocate or perpetuate American Values and Ideals that don’t serve their people’s interest. If they were designed to work in our best interest, then we would have the financial ‘Freedom’ many of us are still striving for, and ‘Justice’ to reinforce this Socioeconomic ‘Equality’! Across the board, this does not reflect American Society. This is not to say that ALL American Values are wrong. I will go as far as to say that many of the things within it’s Value System that are right & exact, originated with Original People! As Original People in this Society, we find ourselves juggling various Values and Ideals, and trying to decide what Values and Ideals are worthy to invest in. All of these choices will be determined by our allegiance. What we’ve been doing, and how we’ve chosen to invest our time, attention, finances, and resources, reveals what we’ve pledged our allegiance to, and in what God we really trust! As a people, we need to realize that our condition is the direct result of our decisions that support this pledge, which is usually “the teachings of the 10%” (9/1-40).

Making Money or a living with 120 is all about being consistent and committed to living out the Principles & Values of this Culture. Plain and simple. If you cee so-called Gods & Earths who’re aren’t looking, feeling or doing good it’s a clear sign that they’re not being consistent and committed to living out the Principles & Values of this Culture. If you cee so-called Gods & Earths complaining all the time, gossiping, talking negative, committing crimes, arguing or fighting, it’s a clear sign that they’re not being consistent and committed to living out the Principles & Values of this Culture. If you cee a so-called God & Earth just generally unhappy with their life and carry a poor attitude and negative disposition, it’s a clear sign that they’re not being consistent and committed to living out the Principles & Values of this Culture.

Peace!

The Science of Life

Peace! First and foremost I wanna take a moment to THANK ALL OF YOU for taking the time to visit A.S.I.A... It is my hopes that what I’ve shared and will continue to share with you will contribute to your positive growth and development. Today I wanted to build about a few topics that I’ve been thinking about lately…

“Who are we?!”
Recently I’ve taken the time to do the knowledge on some of the Debates that have been going on in Mecca. For those who are unaware, there’s been ongoing public Debates between Black Men representing their particular Worldview (House of Konsciousness). There’s The NOI vs Moorish Science, Kemet vs Islam, Hebrew vs Kemet, etc.. There’s also been Debates surrounding issues such as, “Are The Lessons true?”, “Is God a Woman?”, “Is Islam white Arab or African?”, etc… It’s been interesting to cee how all of the people in these Debates, in some form or fashion, have been using Phrases, Gestures, Concepts, etc… that are specific to the Gods and Earths WITHOUT bearing witness that we’re The Fathers/Mothers of that. Look, I’m not saying this because I’m begging them for credit, I’m just sharing what I’ve noticed for the purpose of correction. Why? Because when a Hebrew, Moor, Afrikan, Muslim, etc… “mixes, dilutes and tampers with” (9/1-14) what we teach, by adding their beliefs to it, the people they come in contact with will get a distorted perspective of what the Gods and Earths are about. Another thing I recognized is how people want to be us, b.u.t. don’t want to be us! LOL People want the swag, b.u.t. DO NOT want to do what it takes to earn that swag, or adhere to the rules & regulations that codify the swag!

One of the major arguments that these Great Debaters have been wrangling about is, “Who are we?” Some argue that we’re Moors, some say Hebrew, some say Muslim, some say Afrikan, some say Black, some say Kemetic, and the list goes on and on… They’ve also been debating about, “What’s our most ancient tradition?” and “Which track of land on the Planet Earth is our original homeland?” Well people, the Gods and Earths have always had a very simple way to solve these misunderstandings: We’re the Original People, who have no said birth record, and the Planet Earth is our Home, period. If people want to solely identify with certain Names, Eras and Geographic Locations that’s fine. -shrugs- The reality is, we’ve called ourselves many things and have lived many places! By calling ourselves ‘Original’, we just identify with the essence of all of that. There’s a statement in our 7/1-14 (Why does the Devil call our People African?) which says, “He wants us to think that we are all different”. The “He” is referring to ‘The Trader’ (Devil), the one who came to Central Asia (Africa) to enrich himself using divide & conquer tactics on the Original People. The above statement, “He wants us to think that we are all different”, is one of the main reasons why you usually don’t/won’t cee Gods/Earths getting into any of these back & forth Debates about who we are. Also, no Moor, Hebrew, Muslim, Afrikan, or Kemetian is gonna argue with us that we’re Original People; it’s not debatable! LOL Another reason we don’t get caught up in this is because our Lessons teach us that the Devil was made through a grafting process of separation, alienation, antisocialism and isolation -all components derived from ceeing ourselves as different! So as Gods and Earths, we greet eachother and People with the word “Peace!” and leave in “Peace!” for a reason; it expresses our fundamental desire for unity and the absence of all confusion!

Now some of you will say, “Don’t ya’ll advocate that you’re different when you say there’s 85%, 10% and 5% on the Planet Earth?” YES, these “differences” are the psychological and socioeconomic results of thinking we are all different. 85% haven’t benefitted from this perspective, 10% enrich themselves from this nepotism, and 5% come from the “poor”, as “righteous teachers” (16/1-40) who are striving for “equality” through “advocating a Society… or Group for one common cause” (8/1-14); Civilization (17-20/1-40).

I’m not saying all of this to trivialize, minimize or dismiss learning about our Chronology and various Cultural, Geographic and Religious transmutations of us as an Original People! IT’S VERY IMPORTANT to study the science of the Hebrews, Moors, Afrikan Tribal Beliefs, Islamic (Muslims), Christian Denominations, Kemet, Nuwaabians, etc… IT’S VERY IMPORTANT to study what we’ve thought AND where we’ve lived throughout the Planet Earth. What’s more important than that is to not get caught up in petty tribalism or squabbles over whether our original name is ‘Moor’ or ‘Kemetian’, or if we’re indigenous to North America or Alkebulan (Africa). All of this leads us back to the fact that we’re Original People and the Planet Earth is our home, period! And as far as our true and original Nationality is concerned, regardless what we have chosen to call ourselves as a Nation of People, this Nationality has always been based upon our concepts of ‘God’ and ‘Earth’! Again, to simply things, we are a Nation, based upon these concepts of ‘God’ and ‘Earth’. -smile-

Oh yeah, I almost forgot, you’d hardly cee us arguing about, “What language is our Original tongue; Metu-Neter, Hebrew, Aramaic or Arabic?” Although we do study languages, some of us more than others, we realize that all languages go back to and must adhere to Mathematics. Therefore, we speak and use Mathematics; the Mental System upon which all language is structurally based. So in other words, we teach that the Black Man’s “proper” Name is Allah. Proper simply means ‘appropriate, satisfactory and fitting’! This doesn’t mean “the first” or “only” Name. Allah: ‘THE ALL IN ALL’ is simply a fitting Name. -shrugs- Now those of you who’re questioning why we use Allah, an Arabic word, as a part of our Nomenclature, PLEASE make sure you’re using your so-called “native tongue”, in it’s entirety, to debate your point! Using English will make you look like you’re relying on a Power Point Presentation to explain how inappropriate and ineffective Microsoft Office is. LOL -shakes head-

Some people like to accuse Gods and Earths of using or not using certain terms! What people don’t realize is that we have a God-Centered ‘Operable’ Worldview! This means that we’re ‘Principally’ concerned about ‘operations’ (function); cause & effect, building and destroying, rewards and penalties. SO, debating somebody about if a ‘Big Headed’, dissatisfied Scientist named ‘Yacub’ actually made a Devil is not our determined idea or reason for having our Lessons. Functionally speaking, we all cee big headed ass, egocentric, dissatisfied people making devils each and every day! LOL THIS DOES NOT MEAN that we don’t study the his/herstorical and geographic significance of our Lessons, we do! From the vantage point of ‘function’, it doesn’t matter if a person believes the science of Yacub or not; it’s clearly ‘Operable’! Because it’s actually operating, a person’s inability to identify how it’s functioning in their life puts them at a gross disadvantage in “taking the Devil off their Planet” (34/1-40). The irony in this is the fact that this is in our 34th Degree; Understanding (3) Culture (4). So this gross disadvantage is always synonymous with lacking a basic Understanding of our Culture -which is ‘God’ (7) Centered. (3 + 4 = 7). -yawn-

Youth Power!
A couple weeks ago at my Mentorship Program, me and my Man Serpico were working with 5 males ages 8-11. We started off building with them about ‘Abstinence’ b.u.t. they ended up sharing stories about what they’ve gone through. I had to hold back my tears. This is the first time, in a long while, that some of these young males shared that kind of pain with us. Some of them couldn’t even finish their stories because they were crying trying to tell it! Most of them knew exactly what it felt like to sit in the back of a police car: from the way they described the seating, to how thick the glass was between the front and back seat. One of the boys talked about being sexually abused by his physical father. A boy that was 9 told us he watched his older brother get stabbed up as they walked to the store. His brother was in the hospital as he spoke. An 11 year old talked about how his older brother tried to molest him and his younger sibling. It was very, very painful to hear this kinda trauma our youth are dealing with, and more painful realizing that there is only so much I’m able, by law, to do! I NEVER feel like I’m spinning my wheels, b.u.t. I always feel like there are too many people that don’t give a fuck about the youth, and oftentimes their own children!

Through all the years I’ve been working with the youth, there has been one common theme that many of them shared; they hate, disown, dislike, and have no contact or relationship with their Father –for various reasons. I cee, first hand, the dilemma that absentee Father’s, or the lack of a positive Man Figure, creates in the lives of our youth! A bigger problem is the fact that many of the Single Women trying to raise these children by themselves, are out here looking to have their personal needs met, not their family needs. Therefore, they have the warped mentality of simply wanting a dude, not needing a Father/Father Figure to help establish and secure a strong family unit. Now the biggest problem is the fact that dudes just ain’t being Father’s and are abandoning their responsibilities! I have a real issue with that, and can’t stand a dead beat ass nigga who chooses to be a stranger to his own child(ren). Roaches even have more integrity than that, and YES, there are “so-called” Gods who are dead beat ass niggas too! -shakes head-

This is why The Father was called “The Father”, he represented a solution to this problem by taking responsibility for these youth and being a Father to the Fatherless. From his consideration was birthed a Nation, founded upon one of the Core Values that, “The children are our link to the future AND MUST BE nurtured, respected, loved, protected and educated.” Many of the behavioral problems we cee with our youth is simply because a Father/Father Figure isn’t present. The idea that ‘The Five Percenters are a Gang’ is rooted in behavioral problems that oftentimes stem from an absentee Father/Father Figure. Some of you look at the youth and even your own children, when you’re a Single Parent, and cee these behavioral problems as anger, hate and frustration that’s “buried there” (5/1-14). This anger, hate and frustration comes across like they simply don’t care or give a fuck! Well as a Mother, who’s had a child or children by a dude that doesn’t give a fuck, you must understand that part of your child does not care or give a fuck; the so-called Father’s part! Your child(ren) are going through a lot, trying to cope with the unresolved issue and cold reality of, “Why their Dad isn’t there?”, and you only make it worst by not striving to have a Father/Father Figure in their life or establish a stable family unit. Unfortunately, buying your child a lot of stuff, taking them alot of places, enrolling them in 1,000 activities, etc… won’t compensate for what BOTH OF YOU are truly missing. On the positive side, I PERSONALLY know people who credited their Mothers with why they got their Masters Degree, won an Award, became a successful Business Owner, have a beautiful family. I also PERSONALLY know people who blamed their Mothers for why they’re gay, a drug addict, alcoholic, pregnant, murdered somebody, or committed suicide. In both instances, a Father/Father Figure wasn’t present. The point is this, if it took two people to create a child, it takes more than one person to raise that child properly. You need to have a Father/Father Figure in your child(ren)’s life to help you raise them, period. If not, you’ll become the blame for your child(ren)’s anger, hatred and frustration for this dysfunctional situation. Why? Because you didn’t come through for them by helping to provide what BOTH OF YOU needed, and they’ll always question what kind of Woman/Mother you were because of that. Yeah it’s going to be painful and feel unfair, b.u.t. also realize that it was also unfair to buy your child a WII, take them to Disneyland, or enroll them in activities when all they wanted was the nurturing, respect, love, protection and education of a Father/Father Figure.

So with all that said, I urge all of you Men to start today by making yourself available to the youth. Speak to them! Introduce yourself if you don’t know them! Stop, and, talk, to, them! They might look at you weird because they may not be used to that, b.u.t. that’s the point, GET THEM USED TO THAT! -smile- Ask them how they’re feeling and let them know how important they are. Be a part of the solution by helping our youth grow to become positive, productive members of our Families, Communities and Society as a whole. As for the Single Women/Parents…, stop worrying about the lame who has continuously shown you he’s irresponsible and doesn’t give a fuck about his own child(ren). He’s a lost cause if you got to try to get him to do what he’s supposed to be doing! Instead, get rid of HIS emotional baggage you’re still carrying, so that you can move forward with you AND your child(ren)’s life. Also, get a positive Father Figure in their life as a supplement to their growth and development. If you’re interested in ultimately having a family, then start working on becoming a Companion capable of having a stable family unit.

God being God
Mike is an Original Man who’s a Slot Technician in my Department. He’s in his early thirties, married and an earnest Christian. I pulled Mike aside the other day in the Employee Lounge and posed the following question to him: Suppose someone came to God and said, “God, I need to know what kind of relationship this is because there are a couple idols who’re interested in having a serious relationship with me, and I don’t want to feel like I’m cheating on you. If God were presented with such an ultimatum, what would God do?” From this question was sparked a very insightful build. Here’s a few of the things Mike elaborated on:

-God gives us free will and won’t impose himself upon us. If we want to explore other options or religious faiths, God will not stand in our way.

-God allows us to test things out for ourselves so we can cee if it’s true or not.

-God wants us to be faithful to his word because we choose to be, not because he’s making us be.

-Our way of thinking is not the thinking of God.

-In order to know what God will do, we must learn about his Character through reading his word, and ceeing how he handles situations.

After thinking about my question for a moment, Mike began to tell me how if God were given this ultimatum, God would not react by doing what this person demanded. Instead, God would step back from the situation and allow this person to explore their options. He also jokingly added, “While they explore these options they should pray that they still have enough time to come back to God’s word if they find out they were wrong!” LOL! When I asked Mike, “Why wouldn’t God try to prove or explain how he feels about them, so they won’t decide to worship the idols they set up beside him?”, Mike responded by saying, “Our thoughts aren’t like how God thinks. God tells us from the beginning that there is only one God. If a person isn’t convinced, then God allows them to find out for themselves if it’s true or not. When Judgment Day comes, they will find out what was the truth.” My response was, “Well if God did force a person to do what he desired of them, or even dignified their ultimatum by going out of his way to prove he’s God, God wouldn’t be God right?” “Yes” Mike said, adding on that God tells us from the beginning that there is only one God, so he doesn’t need to try to stop them or stand in their way. They’ll eventually cee that there are no other Gods beside God. I thought that was real Peace and enjoyed the insight Mike shared with me about his Worldview.

In addition to what Mike shared, I think it’s important to think about the Principles and the Dynamic at play. First of all, the Dynamic is ‘God to Person’. If God says he’s one, yet turns around and allows a person’s ultimatum to force him to prove he’s more God than the idols they set up beside him, he is consequently giving life to these idols. By giving credence to such an ultimatum by responding to it, God calls into question his own Omniscience, Omnipotence and Omnipresence. This also causes a shift in the Dynamic. The essential nature of God doesn’t allow him to even dignify a person’s ultimatum with a response! If I am truly Omnipotent, then to even consider and acknowledge a power outside of myself would question the integrity of my foundation: Omnipotence. If God allowed a person’s ultimatum to force him to prove himself, then he would be proving that he isn’t. He'll actually be proving that he’s less than God by even allowing someone to set up idols beside him. Philosophically speaking, we cee the same Principle at play when the Devil tempted “our Righteous Brother” (5/1-14) Jesus in the wilderness by trying to get him to prove that he was the Sun of God! This is also why some Emcee’s don’t battle with people talking shit about them, Writers don’t spend a lot of time writing about other Writers, and Barack Obama doesn’t dignify certain questions/comments with a response. We learn in the 38/1-40 that God MADE Devil! The last portion of this Degree says, “Otherwise to SHOW & PROVE that Allah is God, always has been and always will be.” So ultimately, God MAKES Devil to SHOW & PROVE. The Devil, or any person for that matter, doesn’t MAKE God!

Although Mike and I don’t agree on everything or ultimately share the same Worldview, we did agree on God’s Perspective when it came to dealing with that ultimatum. We also agreed that God’s ways are not our ways. What I mean by, “God’s ways are not our ways” is this: The way of God or Godliness transcends what our personal feelings or preference may be, because what’s ‘Right’ (Just and True) is no respecter of persons. This is why people who lack Discipline, a sense of Sobriety, and Emotional Maturity/Stability cannot be Godly or attain a level of Godliness. The reason is because they are unable to “rise above” (8/1-40) their personal feelings, preferences, etc.. about a situation in order to do what is appropriate or what a situation demands of them. In simple terms, they have no self control! Regardless if we want to call our uncivilized actions and emotional instability ‘passion’ or not, it still produces the same result; making yourself, and those who supposedly share your Worldview, look bad because you have no self control! -shakes head- The purpose of being God-Centered is to rise to the occasion; to do what is best because we expect the best of ourselves! Right? If you cee people who claim that they’re God or Earth, yet show no Discipline, a sense of Sobriety, or Emotional Maturity/Stability in how they treat themselves, others, or handle situations, then they lack a true concept of Godliness! WE ALL have to deal with these “different layers” (8/1-40) of emotional currents, b.u.t. without Discipline, a sense of Sobriety, or Emotional Maturity/Stability, these different layers will end up dealing with us AND everyone we deal with!

Many people, especially in this Nation, have the blind misconception that saying we’re God means that we can say/do WHATEVER the fuck we want, have zero accountability to the world around us, and adopt a childish “do me” attitude! Although we can do whatever we choose to do, there are consequences to our choices. As God, there are certain responses that are demanded of us regardless to how fly she is, how good the sex was, how much the job offered us, how far our children live from us, what time I need to get up in the morning, how it tastes, what he said to me, etc.. Because many of us don’t strive to develop the Discipline, Sobriety, and Emotional Maturity/Stability that’s necessary to make the best decisions, we continually fall short of the glory of God. Sometimes when we do fall short, we end up becoming jealous of others who express a degree of mastery over the things we’re obviously struggling with. So instead of consulting them we criticize them by calling them self righteous, arrogant, goody two shoes, etc… because they’re exposing our own ineptness. This separation is the making of a Devil and signifies “the island of Patmos/Pelon” (27/1-40) where these people “manufacture Devils” based upon despising the real wisdom of God! Many of them even take it a step further recruiting people to support their dissatisfaction, and they use their time spreading diabolical “rules & regulations” (28/1-40) that completely contradicts what God stands for; Righteousness. For example, for a person to claim they’re God yet have no relationship with their own child(ren), this is completely illogical and UnGodly. Even the most ignorant amongst us knows that God has a relationship to his own Creation. Now if his Creation chooses to go astray, that’s a different story! I’m talking about a nigga that don’t have shit to do with his child(ren) yet claiming he’s God. Another example is a dude claiming he’s God and he’s advocating you can do WHATEVER you want. That’s the epitome of bullshit logic. If this were true, what distinguishes God from Devil? What’s the dividing line that indicates the difference between God and Devil? What are the guidelines that determine Godliness from Devilishment? It was the ‘do whatever I want’ perspective that got Satan kicked outta Heaven in the Bible, and the ‘do what thine wilt’ perspective that grounded Aleister Crowley’s teachings and founded Anton Levy’s Church of Satanic. It’s deep!

Anyway, there is nothing passionate about or attractive in being a loose cannon; it’s no different than being a child throwing a temper tantrum at the grocery store. Regardless what we call ourselves, in order to establish and maintain a ‘Godly Perspective’, it starts with having a sense of Discipline, a sense of Sobriety, and Emotional Maturity/Stability. If we don’t have or aren’t trying to develop these qualities, we’ll never have the capacity to do/cee what is ‘Right’ (Just and True). I know for a fact many so-called Gods and Earths don’t care about a so-called ‘Godly Perspective’, they simply want to do WHATEVER they want and not be bothered. Why? Because they’re ultimately Hedonists; their personal feelings or preferences is what they value most, and their pleasure seeking is what truly drives them, not concepts of Righteousness or Ethics! So it’s easy for a person with that perspective to buy themselves a plasma T.V. instead of buying their child(ren) school clothes. It’s hard for them to have a decent, civilized conversation because they have no control over their emotions. It’s hard for them to not do things that sabotage their relationships, and it’s easy for them to even think that giving God an ultimatum is somehow alright. God being God…., there are certain things that God simply can’t/won’t strive to do. He wouldn’t/couldn’t be God if he did!

Peace!

Gold Bricking Building

Peace Ya’ll! Back in the early 19th Century, “Gold Bricking” was a short con game used by Grifters (Con Men/Women) to make money. What they would do is get a lead/regular brick, paint it gold, pose as a Miner who “struck it big” and sell it to people as “real” gold. They would even go so far as to lead a person to an Accomplice who posed as at a Government Assayer at a so-called ‘U.S. Assayer’s Office’! Now by the time the suckers found out that the brick was fake, the Swindlers would have already been long gone, with their cash, and off to the next Town or City to run the same game on more unsuspecting marks. This short con became popular during the California ‘Gold Rush’ Era in the mid 1800’s, and one of the most successful ‘Gold Brickers’ was this dude named Reed Waddell. Waddell was said to had made over $250,000 running this game on people before he got into more lucrative short & long con games… Gold Bricking was considered a short con game because it required a short amount of time to set up, and the Grifter usually settled for what the person had immediate access to. Basically, their idea was to make a person part with their money as soon as possible! The basis of all cons is gaining a person’s confidence. In a short con, gaining a person’s immediate confidence is vital to how successful the game will be. Why? Because the Grifter doesn’t have time! Today I wanted to “take the time” to build about the short con, Gold Bricking approach/attitude people have towards relationships. I also want to reveal how some Gods/Earths, posing as Enlighteners, have been Gold Bricking Allah’s Mathematics!

The Autumn is always a time when I renew my History or Koran through reassessing me relationships. I take the time to evaluate the relationships I’ve invested in AND those relationships that have invested in me. Some people come into our lives for a season, b.u.t. as a God or Earth, we are and should be a Man or Woman for all seasons! Let me explain…

We learn in the 9/1-10 that who we are, why we are here and what we represent, “has no said birth record. It has no beginning nor an ending. It is older than the Sun, Moon and Stars.” This is the essence of I Self Lord And Master (Islam). Since we represent this, there is no limitation to what we bring to any and all relationships. This also tells you a great deal about how we view ‘staying power’ and the ability to sustain lasting, stable, and consistent relationships. If Islam is Mathematics and Mathematics is Islam -and can be proven in no limit of time-, then WE, as representations of Islam can also be proven in no limit of time. So what can be proven in no limit of time? Truth! In otherwords, time submits to Truth so a person who represents the Truth should naturally express a sense of staying power. Why? Because they AND the Truth are older than the Sun, Moon and Stars! LOL I’m always skeptical of people not taking their time, people always rushing, get rich quick businesses, or anything based upon creating an urgency to buy -whether it’s material goods or a relationship. When a true God/Earth establishes a relationship it’s for a lifetime because “Word is bond and bond is life, and I will give my life before my word shall fail.” (11/1-14) People may get the impression that we’re stand offish, act funny, think we’re better, are arrogant, etc.., b.u.t. the reality is, we take relationships very serious. This is to say that if you happen to establish a relationship with a God/Earth, and they’re being true to our Principles & Values, this will be a relationship for a lifetime! Like I said, as Gods and Earths, we are Men and Women for all seasons! One of my life lessons has been to realize AND accept that many people don’t share this perspective. Why? Because they never developed the ability to sustain lasting, stable, and consistent relationships -starting with themselves and ending with you! NOW, not all Gods/Earths share my sentiments. Although there are many of us that come in the name of this Culture, many of us are seasonal too. Why? Because we also haven’t developed the ability to sustain lasting, stable, and consistent relationships -starting with ourselves and ending with others.

Throughout 120 there are numerous examples of loyalty, earnestness, steadfastness, consistency, integrity, etc..; all qualities that help sustain lasting, stable, relationships. When coming into Knowledge of Self, the first commitment we make is with what we’re learning, and our second commitment we make is our relationship with the person who’s teaching us; our Enlightener. So from the very door we learn that the highest Value lies in the relationship! It is from this basis that we learn to develop a deeper relationship with ourselves, others and the World around us. Although these qualities (loyalty, earnestness, steadfastness, consistency, integrity, etc..) are paramount to ‘relating’ to this Culture, there are many people who come in the name of Gods/Earths who don’t observe these qualities, for various reasons. Therefore, they may use our names, talk our language, etc.., b.u.t. have no real ‘relationship’ to our Principles & Values.

This Culture teaches us that the highest value lies in the relationship because a relationship is the medium through which we establish a connection/bond with ourselves, eachother and the World around us. A relationship is a conduit for transmitting and receiving Principles, Values and Ideas. A relationship is also the vehicle through which we build Family Units, Communities, Societies and ultimately Civilizations. When the highest value does not lie in the relationship, the relationship will not last. Many people have the inability to sustain lasting, stable, and consistent relationships because they were never taught to value a relationship. They were often taught to value the acquisition of things and what a person can do for them, b.u.t. not the person themselves. So it’s often easy for them to say and do things that undermine their relationships, and they often have no clue, “Why?”! Some people say that the rule of thumb is to treat others how you want to be treated, b.u.t. if a person never learned to have a real relationship with themselves then they don’t know how to treat themselves. If they don’t know how to treat themselves then they definitely wouldn’t know how to treat somebody else! So much for that rule huh? Anyway, what I will say to those of you who claim you want a relationship is to take the time to really assess how much you truly value that relationship! If that relationship is as important as you say it is… then you would be conscious AND considerate enough to not say/do things that undermine or destroy it. Basically, you would treat that person at least as good as you treat other things you REALLY value and keep up with such as your money, plasma TV, appetite, DVD collection, sex toys, vehicle, pet, jewelry, wardrobe, etc… Think about it! To say we want a relationship and not take the time to cultivate ourselves to have/maintain this relationship is nothing b.u.t. a short con game we’re playing on ourselves! In this game we’re ‘Gold Bricking’ what we have to offer to somebody in a relationship, while expecting someone to give us something real in return. Some of you already know this because you’re 'trading' right now. Some of ya’ll got married by ‘Gold Bricking’! LOL Anyway, since this is a short con, it’s only a matter of time before people discover that your gold brick was really made out of lead:

"Did they receive more Gold?" (29/1-36)
"NO. The Trader dissappeared and there was no one left to speak their own language." (30/1-36)

Axiology
Axiology is the study of Value Systems and how people arrive at certain Values. Have you ever ceen someone in the morning and the first words outta their mouth isn’t, “Peace!”, “Good Morning”, “Hello”, “As-salaam Alaikum”, “Shalom”, “Greetings”? Instead, the first thing they say is something like, “Did you finish that project yet?”, “When are you going to go cee Mike?”, “How much did that shirt cost?”, etc..? That is a clear example of a Value System where the highest value doesn’t lie in the relationship. The highest value to them lies in the object or activity. That is why they prioritized the object or activity before the person! It’s the same thing when you meet a person and the first question they ask you is, “What do you do?”, or “What have you been doing?” To this person, the highest value also doesn’t lie in the relationship. They’re more concerned about what you have, not how you’re feeling or what you think! If you’re a person who prioritizes relationships in your Value System, these type of interactions with people will offend you and you’ll feel disrespected! To the other person, they may look at you with astonishment, having no idea why you’re angry or upset. When you take the time to learn about another person’s Values, you have a better opportunity to relate to them. You also learn not to assume that their Axiology is the same as yours. So when you recognize that a person is completely “object” orientated, you learn not to invite them to places where there’s going to be Rap Music, Alcohol and People who care about relationships! LOL

Speaking of Axiology, whenever me, my Father and Siblings speak in person or on the phone we always tell eachother, “I love you”. When I build with my Queens, we always tell eachother, “I love you”. This is a Value I learned as a child because every night before we went to rest me and my twin brothers gave our Ole Earth a kiss on the cheek, shook our Ole Dad’s hand, and told them we loved them -even if we got an ass whuppin that day! Now just because we learned to say, “I love you”, this doesn’t mean that it’s wholehearted or expressed. Shit, I just learned to say it! There are many people that never learned to relate this way with their Parents and Siblings yet they express love, wholeheartedly, without even saying it! There are also many people who can say, “I love you” all day b.u.t. have no clue how to express it. So ultimately, when you meet a person, you both are assessing eachother’s Axiology, and this will shape the outcome of your relationship. IF ONE OF YOU NEVER LEARNED TO VALUE RELATIONSHIPS, you will not relate for long. This is one of the reasons why ‘Crack’ was so destructive! ‘Crack’ is one of the most selfish drugs that exists and will force a person to undermine any/all relationships just to get some; use “Trick-knowledge which is Devilishment, Stealing, Telling Lies and how to Master people” (4/1-14). Couple this with other socioeconomic circumstances, ‘Crack’ almost singlehandedly destroyed our Family Units, Communities, Societies and ultimately Civilizations. How? Because to an addict, the highest value lies in the drug, not in a relationship. I’m sure all of us have stories about Family who’ve lied to us, stole from us and even hurt us just to get some ‘Crack’! Some of us have sold it or still do sell it! ‘Crack’ is the epitome of what happens when the highest value doesn’t lie in the relationship because people addicted to it are willing to do anything, and will hurt you, if you stand in their way of getting it. Ultimately, ‘Crack’ is a substance that exposes and cultivates an ‘Addictive Personality’ that’s “buried there” (5/1-14). An ‘Addictive Personality’ that was forged by America’s Socialization. Although ‘Crack’ is an extreme example of what happens when a relationship isn’t the highest value, I’m sure you can cee how other ‘objects’ produce the same effects. Sometimes the so-called ‘Crack’ that’s the highest value to somebody is the false image they’re trying to project! They may be willing to lie, steal and even hurt you in order to maintain their false image. Sometimes the so-called ‘Crack’ is finances. Sometimes it’s a dude's fame and notoriety. Sometimes it's a female's ‘shitty independance’. Sometimes the so-called ‘Crack’ is the sex in the relationship…

Now, I’m not saying all of this to give you the idea that you must ALWAYS put the relationship first! If you’re trying to put the relationship first with a drug addict, you will end up being an enabler who feeds their habit! Sometimes you just can’t have a relationship with someone who doesn’t have the capacity to sustain lasting, stable, and consistent relationships. YOU’LL BE IN A RELATIONSHIP BY YOURSELF while they take you for every, thing, you, got! So although you may value relationships, you must learn to accept that some people don’t/can’t, and deal with them HOW THEY ARE! On a side note, that’s why I never advocate just handing somebody 120 or even giving somebody 120 over the Internet, Phone or Postal Mail! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO YOU’RE GIVING THIS INFORMATION TO BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW THEM, and an actual relationship is not taking place that involves human interaction in realtime. It’s impossible to transmit and receive certain Principles and Values using these Mediums, or build Family Units, Communities, Societies and ultimately Civilizations. this A.S.I.A. Journal, A.S.I.A. TV and A.S.I.A. Talk are nothing b.u.t. routing devices; Literary and A/V Mediums designed to direct you to true & living people, places and things! I simply use these Mediums to help facilitate a living process, not to replace or substitute the living process that involves human interaction in realtime. Some people may not agree with me, b.u.t. I think it’s important (valued) to spend actual time with a person you’ve personally taken on the responsibility and accountability to teach. I get emails, messages, comments all the time from people all over the World seeking to further their education and I ALWAYS put them in contact with a God/Earth in their area. If they’re in my Region, I make myself available b.u.t. it’s truly on them to be proactive in getting with me, in the physical, to study. Although one of my God Brothers ‘I.B.U.’ (I Born Understanding) first contacted me over the Internet and we exchanged Math and built on the phone, he eventually flew across the Country, literally, to build with his Educator! Now that’s a sense of commitment you’ll never be able to cee or examine over an email or 2 hour phone conversation. LOL! This is not to say that people who are getting educated strictly on the Internet/Phone are on some bullshit! What I’m saying is that their so-called Educator is ‘relying on’ a process that is short changing them -for whatever reason.

Cee, one of the reasons why it was so much of a joyous occasion when The Father was released from Mattewan is because his separation, alienation, and isolation from the youth undermined his relationship and ability to teach them! It was during this time that many of the youth “strayed away” (7/1-14), began to adopt the wrong ideas/habits, and follow teachings that weren’t advocated by The Father! A lot of confusion happened and questions came up that The Father was in no position to consider or address. This is also during the time when the charlatan ‘Robert Walker’ began leading many of the young Five Pecenters in the wrong direction…How was this possible? Because The Father wasn’t present to have any active human interaction, in realtime, with the youth. He had no way of specifically checking their growth a development, and the short time they spent coming to visit him wasn’t enough! Although some of the youth were able to depend upon the skill sets they had, there were many more youth who were in the process of learning what these skill sets actually were. Because of this separation, the youth were vulnerable to many things they had no way of knowing and The Father had no way of preparing them for. This all took place because their relationship was undermined.

To even suggest that a person can be accurately taught consistently and completely over the Internet, the Phone or through Postage Mail is setting up the same Mattewan Dynamic! If you ever cee some so-called Educator choosing to ‘rely on’ this type of Mattewan Dynamic to teach 120, that is your first indication that there has to be some diabolical reason why. There’s a reason why they won’t strive to connect you with somebody who’s in your actual State/Region, and there’s a reason why they want to remain basically anonymous to you! First and foremost, it undermines one of our basic Core Values that’s fundamental to our Culture, Not to take anything “on face value”, or to “believe in a Mystery God”! (9,10,11,13/1-40) If you’re just dealing with somebody on the Internet, Phone or Postage Mail, YOU HAVE TO TAKE EACHOTHER ON FACE VALUE. THEY’RE REALLY A MYSTERY TO YOU THAT YOU MUST BELIEVE BECAUSE YOU NEVER SPENT A CONSIDERABLE AMOUNT OF TIME AROUND THEM TO GET TO ‘KNOW’ WHO THEY ACTUALLY ARE! How ironic huh? Another reason a so-called Educator may resort to having no contact with someone they’re giving 120 to is because this person is just another notch on their belt! They really don’t care about having a relationship with some people because the only thing that matters to them is to be able to egocentrically say, “You’re one of ‘their’ students”. How else can you account for a person never making the effort to really get to know who you are by hanging out with you, meeting your family, meeting your friends and co-workers, sharing a meal with you, watching a movie together, ceeing how you keep your home, watching how you deal with your child(ren), ceeing how you handle life situations as they come, etc..? It’s also important for a Student to experience these things with their so-called Enlightener! Without this kind of vital information, you both have no clue who or what you’re dealing with, or what needs to be “specifically” learned and taught. KEEP IN MIND that there is no substitute for human interaction in realtime, and there are many things you’ll never have an opportunity to cee or experience with a person on the Internet, over the Phone or through Postage Mail. If you find yourself caught up in a clandestine situation like this with someone trying to Educate you, I urge you to make sure you ask this person to connect you with your Universal Family (Gods/Earths) in your State/Region to help supplement your education. If they do connect you that’s Peace! If they don’t have any connections or speak against you connecting with your Universal Family, then you really need to consider what “their” agenda is, because it’s definitely not National…

To conclude Today’s Article I want to reiterate the importance of relationships and not conning ourselves. If you don’t cee relationships as important (valuable), than you won’t strive to learn what’s necessary in order to maintain them. This is paramount to being a stable Parent, Brother, Sister, Relative, Friend, Companion, Co-Worker, Grandparent, etc… One of the most important things you can learn about a person is their Family Dynamics. On the Internet, Phone & Postage Mail, you don’t have the ability to examine a person’s Family Dynamics, and they don’t have the ability to examine yours! You can tell eachother whatever you want them to think and never have an opportunity to cee what you both are really about. You both have no idea how you really interact with your Family, Community, etc.. and “Why?” you interact the way that you do. Without this vital information, you’re both missing one of the most important keys to establishing a relationship with eachother. Although your intentions may not be to con somebody, relying on this dynamic itself, is in fact a confidence game (con). Keep in Mind that this Culture can not be emailed to somebody, explained over the phone or put in your mailbox; THIS CULTURE IS LIVED! These Mediums help supplement our actual education, b.u.t. can never be a substitute for the living, breathing, human interaction that defines the context AND substance of our education.

Now those of you who say you value relationships with people…, you can’t expect to sustain these relationships when you say and do things that are completely outta pocket and inconsiderate! Being emotionally immature by talking reckless, throwing tantrums, trying to be a bully, manipulating people, mudslinging, etc.. didn’t earn you relationships as a child, and it damn sure won’t earn you a relationship as a “childish” adult. HOPEFULLY…, one day you’ll realize that you can’t go through life using and abusing people while expecting to get something positive in return! It’s simple Mathematics. Until you grow up, you’re going to keep getting in your own way.

Peace!
Local Region 6 NGE Assayer

A Self Help Manual for Relationships

Power AND Refinement

Peace Ya’ll! This latest Book I felt compelled to release -Love, Hell or Right- is Self Help Manual on relationships. It gives you some insight into how to approach, construct and maintain healthy relationships, also how healthy relationships are undermined. NO this is not the ‘Experiments’ Book I’ve eluded to on occasion, it’s just something to prep ya’ll before I share with you those ‘High Explosives’. -smile- ‘Experiments’ has been done for a quite a while, b.u.t. I’ve just been taking my time refining it. Anyway, “Love, Hell or Right; The Trials, Triumphs and Teachings or Relationships” is now available to those of you striving to build, improve, spice up and/or gain a better understanding of relationships.

Today I wanted to build about Refinement and the transformative Power of 120. When I was an adolescent in this Nation, I’m a Teenie Bopper now, I had some very immature ideas of what this Culture was about, what it meant to be the true & living God and my Duty as a Civilized Person. Immature doesn’t necessarily mean ‘wrong’, it just means ‘lacking complete development’! Because of this lacking, there are many things I had to learn the hard way. I’ve always been a pretty good listener, so there are also many hard ways I never had to learn. When I speak about transformative ‘power’, I’m talking about “Refinement”; self development, improvement, purification, etc.. This is to say that the basis of 120 is for Self Improvement: Refinement. If you cee a person who says they’re dealing with 120 or have had 120 for a considerable amount of time, and they’re not improving, then something’s wrong with that picture. If they’re saying they had 120 for 10 years, yet still have the same cigarette addiction for the last 15-20 years, they haven’t learned the transformative power of 120. This is not to bash people because WE ALL have our own four devils we gotta contend with. I’m strictly speaking about people who have 120 in their possession or know Lessons, yet they aren’t striving to deal with any ‘Refinement’. Again, Self Development is the very basis of 120! So if you cee someone who has not and is not showing signs of progress Mentally, Emotionally, Physically, etc.., they have yet to unlock the real purpose of 120. Any system, whether it’s the 12 Steps of NA, Church, Kemetology, a Mosque/Masjid, Money Making Seminars, Martial Arts, etc.., is designed for the same purpose: Self Improvement. Although many of their concepts differ, NONE OF THEM advocate being a drug addict, an irresponsible Parent, being undisciplined, being dishonest, being emotionally unstable, etc… as effective methods for improving oneself. There are many Gods/Earths that only acknowledge ‘Power’ as the #5 in our Supreme Mathematics. There are also many Gods/Earths that acknowledge ‘Power or Refinement’ as the #5 in our Supreme Mathematics. I am a God that advocates that #5 is ‘Power or Refinement’. Here is why:

My TOP FIVE REASONS why the #5 is ‘Power or Refinement’

5. Power or strength/force without Refinement looks like The Incredible Hulk -and She Hulk.

4. Power is control. Control without Refinement (cultured) is unbridled, crude, tyrannical, oppressive, ruthless and eventually snaggle toothless.

3. Refinement is like diamond cutting equipment. Sure a diamond is still valuable “raw”, b.u.t. it’s real value comes from how it’s cut. Under any other conditions it can be mistaken for any other stone, literally.

2. Refinement means ‘to remove impurities, improve or perfect.’ What kind a person do you know would looove to have some ‘Power’, yet not want to acknowledge it’s use for ‘removing impurities, improving or perfecting? LOL

1. We say that ‘Power is The Truth’. Well, when we’re presented with ‘The Truth’ shouldn’t the next logical -AND Righteous- step be to use the Truth to improve (refine) ourselves?


In the 9th Degree in the 1-14’s when were asked about ‘Why does Muhammad make the Devil study…?”, the first line we learn to recite is, “SO HE CAN CLEAN HIMSELF UP.” It amazes me how many Gods/Earths get 120, learn to recite this Lesson, and various others that corroborate it, yet never think about applying this to themselves. First of all, we obviously must be holding ourselves to a higher standard of cleanliness in order to even place these expectations on somebody else (a Devil). This means that we must be living out that reality ourselves. I mean, it we’re really dedicated to Righteousness, should we expect anything less? This is why we say that the worst Devil is a Black one. Many Gods/Earths will wanna argue me down for saying that, “The worst Devil is a Black one!” They’ll say, “The 37/1-40 says, ‘Allah is God in the Earth and Heavens above. He is just just and he is true and THERE IS NO UNRIGHTEOUSNESS IN HIM,…”, so there’s no such thing as a Black Devil, if they’ve just been made other than themselves. Well that’s all fine and dandy and we can play these semantic games all day b.u.t. this is a question of “function” here. Regardless of what you’d like to call something, it’s name is determined by it’s “function”; how it operates, how it behaves and what it actually does! If a person isn’t striving to be ‘just’ and ‘true’ then there is obviously some unrighteousness in them that they’re not trying to do shit about it! What “they say” they’re doing does not change the reality of what they’re actually doing. So being God/Earth isn’t based upon what you look like, what name you come in, how many Lessons you can quote, etc.. BEING is based upon what you’re doing and if you’re out here doing Devilishment, Stealing, Telling Lies and trying to master YOUR OWN People, that makes you worst than any outsider…

We also learn in this same Degree that, in speaking about the Devil, “after he DEVOTES 35-50 years to try to learn to DO LIKE…” The key words being “DEVOTES” and “DO LIKE”. A person must be ceeing something we’re ‘devoted’ to in order to ‘do like’, especially when it comes to cleaning oneself up! Culturally speaking, we are models for sustainability and this model is Righteousness because anything “other than” (10/1-10) what’s just and true will not last! If you do not agree with my last statement, and you think there’s other options or some wrong way to do right, then I challenge you to put your own theories to the test! If you’re smoking a half of pack of Newports a day then I encourage you to start smoking 2 packs a day. If you’re cheating on your girlfriend with one female, then I encourage you to start juggling 2 more. If you steal, then steal more often, and if you’re a liar, lie every chance you get. Now if you’re still alive and breathing at the end of your trip, please make sure you document the consequences of your actions and share them with people. It’s important that people, especially our loved ones, have an opportunity to learn where our choices have gotten us. Why? So they’ll be better equipped to navigate this terrain called Life.

So in learning that 9th (BORN) Degree, I always realized that I had to set a standard and hold myself to a higher Degree of Righteousness, Integrity, Loyalty, etc.. I knew I had to personally represent the Principles, Values and Procedures that I was going to be teaching and demonstrating to somebody who did or didn’t want to learn about this Culture. It’s just unfortunate that it never crosses some Gods/Earths Minds that in order to even talk about somebody ‘cleaning themselves up’, they need to be dedicated to cleanliness themselves. -shakes head- Also, how in the hell can we even discuss Civilization, if we’re content with wallowing in lowly, muddy, emotional states; being selfish, jealous, hateful, prideful, envious, manipulative, lustful, irrational, illogical, dishonest, etc…? These things don’t even coincide with higher order thinking and are not becoming of a God, Earth, Muslim, Christian, Buddhist, Business Owner, etc..

When it comes to 120, in order to ‘Refine’ oneself, a person must become the subject of these Lessons. We must be able to apply it ourselves. Some Gods pick up the Lessons and only cee themselves as Allah. They don’t identify with Musa, Yacub, an angel baby or any other character in 120. This is not to say we’re supposed to adhere to the Principles, carry the Values and use the Procedures of Yacub (The Father of the Devil). This means that we must continually examine ourselves to ensure that we are not adhering to the Principles, carrying the Values and using the Procedures of Yacub. Then and only then can we actually disassociate ourselves from what this ‘Character’, Yacub, represents. It’s just like AA or NA, the first thing a person needs to do is acknowledge the problem in order to begin the path towards healing and reconciliation. Some Gods/Earths think that once they learn to memorize and recite Lessons that they don’t have problems anymore. That’s no different than a person joining a Church and now shit can’t touch ‘em cuz they saved, or a Muslim taking Shahada and now Allah is their protection. This mentality couldn’t be the farthest thing from the truth! The reality is, once you “make your word as bond” (11/1-14) to strive to learn something that’s designed to improve your life, you activate universal forces to corroborate your word! NOOOOOW my friend, you have embarked upon a journey called ‘Civilization’ that you gotta ride out into the sunset, and if you wrote a check your ass couldn’t cash, the universe will take it outta your ass (19/1-40, “If a Civilized Person DOES NOT PERFORM his duty what must be done? If a Civilized Person does not perform his duty which is teaching civilization to others HE SHALL BE PUNISHED WITH A SEVERE PUNISHMENT…”) Cee, the bond or commitment you made is the life you just spoke into existence. Once you make a decision to say/do something it really doesn’t matter if you renege or not, your invocation will manifest the circumstances that will force you to answer for what you said/did. This is the Principle and function of Justice.

Justice is the 10th letter in our Supreme Alphabet. So among other things, Justice makes us acKnowledge (1) the Cipher (0) or watch how what goes around comes around! It’s the ‘checks & balances’ of two scales: Life and Death. Right-just-ness shows us that ‘Rightness’ or ‘the state of being Right’ hinges upon the function of Justice. Justice is the bonding substance that holds ‘Right’ and ‘ness’ together. Without Justice, there is no such thing as accountability and without accountability the whole Universe would be out of order! Accountability, checks & balances, etc.. is all language inherent to the Deposits and Withdraws we make in our lives through what we say/do! So, the Biblical phrase, “In the beginning was the word and the word was with God, and the word was God, and the word became flesh” is real! Again, if you do not agree with what I’m saying then I challenge you to put your own theories to the test. If you think there’s a right way to do wrong, then do wrong and cee what goes right for you, consistently! If you think there’s a civilized way to be uncivilized, then be uncivilized and cee how civil your life will be.

To conclude today’s Article, realize that the concepts of Righteousness and Justice are very simple Principles, we learn, as a child, often on our own! We learn not to touch fire when we get burnt or cee somebody get burned. We also learn that fire keeps us warm in the winter when we come in from the cold. This is very simple. As we get older, the same simple concepts began to look more complex because we’re obviously socialized in the Devils Society; where right appears wrong and wrong appears right! Now the same fire that’ll burn us is disguised as the sanctified chick in Church or the charismatic dude calling himself God. Now the same fire that’ll keep us warm in the winter is disguised as the metaphysical conversation you thought was unimportant or the family support and loyalty you took for granted. There are rules to Life (and Death) and we don’t make them up as we go. Not only are we rewarded or penalized for upholding or undermining these rules, b.u.t. there are even consequences for not even recognizing these rules: (Who are the 85%? 14/1-40)! As a person who has embarked upon a path of Self Improvement, Refinement or Righteousness, the rewards and punishments for us are greater! We are held to a higher standard of accountability because we have given our word to be the Students, Stewards and Ambassadors of these rules out of “all the human families of the Planet Earth.” (2/1-14). The Church says it this way, “You have a calling on your life!” So do not take your words, “calling”, or the path you called lightly. If you’re going to be the true and living God/Earth, then be that to the best of your ability. If you’re going to be a Christian, then be Christ-like! If you’re claiming to be a Muslim, then be sincere about it and be the best Muslim you can be! In the final analysis, the purpose of 120 is to transform your life and make you a better person. 120 is a Curriculum that Refines us with the Power to positively contribute to civilization, not negatively take away from it by being uncivilized. As Gods/Earths, we aren’t what we are because of our Names, Titles and how good/fast we can quote 120. We are what we are because of the way that we live!

Peace!

Lupa suckling Romulus & Remus

The Romulus Syndrome

Peace Ya’ll! If you look to your right you’ll now cee a New FREE DOWNLOADABLE LINK to my ‘Three Wise Men’ DVD on my sidebar!! A while ago I created the DVD as a Project for my L.I.F.E. Program. It chronicles some of the daily struggles a few of my Students deal with being young black males in the Wilderness of North America. I called it ‘The Three Wise Men’ because I wanted to take a historical theme and put it in an urban contemporary context. I wanted to give people a glimpse of what the possible back story would be like when these Men were children -born and raised in a hostile environment while on their quest to obtain Wisdom. It features Music from my Brother ‘Golden Sun’ and also Classic 1824 Artist 'Living Proofe' (Aru Self)!!

Anyway, in my last couple Articles I’ve been building about some very important sciences in regards to healthy relationships. When I dealt with ‘Love, Hell or Right’, alot of that focused on issues that were specific to Women. Today I wanted to deal with the males, Men and Gods and the dysfunctional relationship with the first Woman in our life; our Ole Earth (Mother).

First and foremost, males are immature Men and all Men are males -to some Degree. What this means is that we all have areas in our lives that we need to mature in, some of us more than others. When I speak of maturity I’m talking about mental, physical, emotional and psychological growth and development. As Men, some of us may be highly mature when it comes to physicality yet very immature mentally. Some Men may be highly mature mentally yet underdeveloped psychologically. Most of us have never been taught that we have these different “layers” (8/1-40) to our Collective Consciousness. So as a whole person, we often go through life as underdeveloped, imbalanced beings. The reality of being God is the synthesis and transcendence of these “layers” (8/1-40). Meaning, when a situation demands a psychological approach, we deal with it in that manner -regardless to how we feel about it. If a situation demands that we “rope and bind” (4/1-14) our emotions in, then we do it -regardless to how we feel about it. This is our ability to synchronize ‘our people activities’ (Culture/way of life) with the higher order Operating System -designed by our Collective Consciousness. This higher order is called ‘Righteousness’; a Universal Corrective Force! Realize that there are many males, Men and also Gods not even thinking about ‘Righteousness’, and their people activities are solely based upon how they feel, believe or think things should/shouldn’t be. It doesn’t mean that these feelings, beliefs or thoughts are absolutely wrong. What this does mean is that their feelings, beliefs or thoughts don’t hinge upon a concept of a higher order Operating System (Righteousness). Consequently, their ideas, behavior, etc. will basically be a hit or miss situation; sometimes they do things appropriately, sometimes they’ll do things inappropriately and THERE ARE NO GUIDELINES to help them determine the difference. In otherwords, the only Rule/Ruler they use to measure things is their personal ideas, feelings, behavior, etc... I’m mentioning all of this to give you the premise of males, Men and Gods so you’ll be able to track our dysfunction.

The higher Operating System called ‘Righteousness’ is the glue that holds our Principles, Values and Priorities together. Right is that which is True and the Truth (Mathematics) always shows things to be Right & Exact. That’s why it’s important to respect that people have a right to be wrong -by putting their own theories to the test! The Truth will be the determining factor. If both of you have an allegiance to the Truth, then the results will always work in both of your best interest anyway! It’s a Win/Win situation, provided that you both really value what’s true! -smile- Many males, Men and Gods aren’t concerned about what’s actually Right, Just or True, they’re concerned about what they want to do, period. Now that we’ve gotten all that outta the way, let’s deal with how this lack of ‘Righteousness’ caused/causes us to “stray away from civilization” so we are “now living a beast life” (2/1-14).

As Original People living in this wilderness of North America, we’ve been “made other than ourselves” (12/1-36) through “eating the wrong foods” (10/1-36). These foods are negative self concepts we’ve adopted that have arrested our mental, physical, emotional and psychological growth and development. As young male children, we have also developed ‘Trust’ issues because we have often been abandoned when we were in our most vulnerable and insecure state! We learned, by impression, the relationship we should have with Women through our Mother. Based upon this relationship -or lack thereof- with our Mother, this sets primary template and first initial guidelines for our future relationships with Women. If there has been any issues with our Mother that has not been resolved, WE WILL bring these issues into every relationship. Our ‘Trust’ issues with Women are based upon some form of mental, physical, emotional and psychological abandonment we may have felt on the part of our Mother. We become the proverbial ‘Romulus’ (of the Romulus & Remus Mythology); one of two feral children who was abandoned by it’s human Mother and suckled by 'Lupa' or 'Lupercalia' (she-wolf) who consequently raised (socialized) the children in a cave. In time, Romulus murdered his brother (Remus) and founded the Hedonistic City called Rome. This Mythology, along with ‘Tarzan’ serve as major Psychodramatic Themes in the lives of us males, Men and Gods who have unresolved issues with our Mother. With Tarzan, because of his abandonment, his sense of isolation, alienation, and insecurity became the driving force behind his "King of the Jungle" (Jungle: entangled growth.) overcompensating, beat my chest mentality. It's also interesting to note that NO WHERE in the story of Yacub (Father of the Devil) does it mention his Mother. However, Yacub's sense of overcompensation (Big Head), being born 'outside' of Mecca, manufacturing the Devil on 'an island' called Pelon/Patmos, etc.. does infer abandonment. As I said, as males, Men and Gods we bring these unresolved issues with our Mother into our relationships with a Woman. Here's a few profiles for you:

The Emotional Train wreck
Because of these issues, sometimes we strive to find the Mother we never had in every Woman we meet! Therefore, we long for her to take care of us, even baby us. Some of us have become ‘Momma Boys’ because our Mother wasn’t there! Although our inner child is longing for this, our outer appearance and growth & development is often in conflict with this longing. Therefore, we may develop a Love/Hate relationship with the Woman we’re in a relationship with. On one hand, we Love her caring and maternal nature we never had, b.u.t. we also Hate the fact that we never really had it from our real Mother. So although we want our Woman to take our Mother’s place, we despise her for trying to take our Mother’s place. It’s a vicious cycle we go through that can be likened to being bi-polar. As a Woman dealing with a male, Man and God like this you’ll find yourself thinking, “He doesn’t know what he really wants!” Why? Because he’s panning back and forth through various emotional states; deep impressions from his Mother that has left an indelible mark upon his young, delicate psyche as a child.

Michael -muthaf*ckin- Myers
Sometimes you’ll find males, Men and Gods who have a conscious/subconscious hatred for females because of his unresolved issues with his Mother. He’s mentally, physically, emotionally and psychologically abusive, needs to micromanage his Woman and suffers from vacant/low self esteem. He’s often very competitive with people, very defensive and has the incapacity to Love because there was no ‘Trust’ in his first relationship -with his Mother. He is misogynistic, views Women as objects and has intimacy issues because his vacant/low self esteem makes him feel inadequate. Being in a relationship with a male, Man or God like this is like being in a prison house. He uses transference to project his fears on you and controls you through these fears and guilt. You find yourself knowing that you don’t deserve this abuse b.u.t. also feeling attached to his struggle because you don’t want to ‘abandon’ him. Your unwillingness to so-called ‘abandon’ him is the same abandonment he’s experienced with his Mother that he’s projected at you! In other words, your relationship is nothing more than him expecting you to right his Mother’s wrongs while he’s punishing you for her wrongs at the same time! Since the Moon reflects the light of the Sun, the role he assigns you will invert the same negative concepts he has about himself. Therefore, not only will you began to exhibit the same insecurities, vacant/low self esteem, etc. as him, you’ll be mentally, physically, emotionally and psychologically abused when he cee’s this reflected in you. Why? Because you’re a constant reminder of his unresolved issues. If you have a child/children with such a man, the reflection of these unresolved issues grows exponentially. You don’t like what he does b.u.t. you stay because you feel sorry for him.

Goldie (Max Julian)
Another type of male, Man and God that’s born out of situation like this is the one with the Pimp mentality. If his Mother was promiscuous, unstable, a hustler or any other things that has no Integrity, Honesty or sense of Justness, he’ll either not ‘Trust’ females at all or have a very hard time being able to ‘Trust’ them. Ultimately, he’ll have deep seeded issues with intimacy and will only represent half a person in any relationship that he involves himself in. His main objective will be usury -whether it’s financial, sexual, etc. because that’s all he knows; he hasn’t learned how to give. His Mindset is, “I only need a Woman based upon what she can do for me.” He may also appear to have a very close relationship with his Mother which may serve as his psychological confession box. He’ll be willing to take everything he can from a Woman who’s shown him nothing b.u.t. Love, and give the shirt off his back to his Mother who was never there. In his Mind, he feels somewhat responsible for why his Mother abandoned him and still seeks to appease her. This is the type of male, Men and God who believes that, “All Women are bitches and bitches ain’t shit EXCEPT his Mother” -even though his Mother is the model who taught him this impressionable cliche as a child.

"P*ssy ain't got a face!" -The Man Whore
Next we have the ultra-sexual, ‘I’ll stick anything with a hole in it’ type of male, Man and God. This nymphomaniac may have been sexually abused as a child and holds his Mother responsible for what happened to him. Because he lacked the mental, physical, emotional and psychological support from his Mother, he strives to resolve this abandonment by alchemizing these issues into sexual experiences. He also believes that “All Women are bitches and bitches ain’t shit” so his phallus becomes a pleasurable tool of punishment or proverbial flag to stick in the Moon. To him, Women are objects that needs to be conquered and the only way he feels he can conquer them is in the bedroom. The more Women he has sexual encounters with, the greater his Ego becomes, and the closer he feels he becomes to being a Man. Why? Because he is constantly reminded of being a fragile, weak, defenseless child at the whim of a Woman -his Mother- who had the power of life or death over him. Each time he goes inside of a Woman he is symbolically returning to the womb from which he came. He feels the constant need to return to this place because this -he feels- is the origin of his mental, physical, emotional and psychological abandonment. When he realizes that the answer to his inadequacies, insecurities and other negative self concepts are not contained in the sexual act, he seeks out the answer some place else -in another hole. It’s not rare to cee a male, Man and God like this having multiple children all over the place. Women in a relationship with males, Men and Gods like this often wonder why he’s so sexually orientated and why he cheats! The reality is, he feels like he was cheated as a child and his hedonistic outlook on life is, “I don’t give a fuck!” -pun intended.

He wore a Rasberry Baret...
Last we have the abandoned male, Man and God who worships his Mother in his own image and likeness. He may either be metro-sexual, a closet homosexual, bisexual, gay, a cross dresser, transgendered or anything else in order to ‘be the feminine archetype he was deprived as a child’. He may either have a terrible relationship with his Mother or a Worshipful relationship with his Mother. Sometimes his Mother may have abandoned him in order to pursuit a metro-sexual, a closet homosexual, bisexual, lesbian, a cross dressing, transgendered life herself. Whatever the reason for his Mother’s abandonment, what he didn’t get from her is what he tries to become, therefore he’ll never be deprived of this again!

Keep in Mind that all of these profiles hinge upon a primary theme; males, Men and Gods who have unresolved issues of abandonment with their Mother. This abandonment can range in spectrum from his Mother not paying him any attention because she works 2 jobs all the way to her negligent decisions that subjected him to forms of abuse. Whatever the reason for her not being there to nurture, protect and provide for him, this presents him with serious issues on how to deal with Women and maintain a healthy relationship. A lot of these unresolved issues may not be visible to a Woman upon first glance. Some of these issues are often “buried there” (5/1-14) in these males, Men and Gods and they themselves may honestly have no clue why they interpret, attend and behave in the World like they do! Regardless if it’s conscious or unconscious, we bring this dysfunction into our relationship and Women, and she becomes the inheritor, scapegoat and target of these unresolved issues.

Theses unresolved abandonment issues establish the mistrust many males, Men and Gods have for Women. These issues may be compounded when such males, Men and Gods get into a relationship with a female who may/may not have unresolved issues herself -thus not being a help to us b.u.t. a hindrance. Sometimes the only contribution a Woman can make to this dysfunctional relationship is the fact that she’s in it! She can be completely blameless, yet because she can never be what he never got, she’s automatically a problem. Males, Men and Gods who have these unresolved issues will have the incapacity to Love, be Loved or produce the Love that forges a Loving family unit. He has ‘Trust’ issues with himself and others, and since he’s not open to trust it’s impossible to expose himself enough to care and be considerate. If you’re unable to care about somebody and be considerate, it’s impossible to Love, be Loved or produce the Love that forges a Loving family unit. YES, many males, Men and Gods may be able to mimic ‘Trust’ and even Love b.u.t. it has no staying power. In time, you’ll cee that they really have the incapacity to ‘Trust’ and Love authentically and deeply. When will this been clearly visible? The more serious you get in a relationship, because the deeper it gets and the realer it becomes. Some males, Men and Gods know they’re Sprinters. They know they’re not in it for the long haul and really won’t be able to sustain a lasting relationship. So they come out the blocks fast and strong and give all they got for only a 50-100 meter stretch. If he wants to get more outta the relationship without putting in any work he might fake a pulled hamstring or hurt himself on purpose in order to invoke a Woman’s maternal nature. This ‘playing the victim’ ploy is done so she can take care of him. He usually knows his days are numbered b.u.t. it wouldn’t show any Integrity, Honesty or sense of Justness on your part to put a handicap out on the street! LOL I’ve known males, Men and Gods who’ve been able to milk Women for years using this bullshit tactic.

Ultimately, Original People in this wilderness as a whole have some degree of dysfunction or another. When these issues are unresolved, we often enter into relationships based upon mutual insecurities, inadequacies, fear or various other negative self concepts we have adopted AND identify with. Our relationships become nothing more than victims being victimized so we victimize eachother, playing gotcha games and feeding off our insecurities that’s one and the same! The greatest tragedy in such situations are the children who suffer because of this. I deal with and teach youth every day who have no clue how to relate with themselves and definitely not the other gender. These are the future Fathers and Mothers of Civilization and it’s up to us to show them a better way to live. None of us, as Adults, had no “personal” control over the circumstances we were physically born into or much of the socialization impressed upon our young Minds. Many of the ‘Trust’ issues we deal with were “personally” not our fault, yet part of our maturity as beings containing Infinite Collective Consciousness, is to discover positive ways to resolve these issues we still ‘choose’ to carry! In order to even strive for ‘Righteousness’ it’s demanded of us they we “clean ourselves up” (9/1-14) in order to even be amongst the ‘Righteous’ and express our Collective Consciousness that’s not “mixed, diluted or tampered with in any form” (9/1-14). This is of course the map and obviously there’s going to be things in the terrain that pose certain challenges to our mental, physical, emotional and psychological growth and development. This is to say that we strive for perfection yet there will be times when we do things imperfectly! When we do, we must not beat ourselves up -too bad! LOL Yeah we must acknowledge our errors and feel some sense of remorse, shame, admonishment about our actions b.u.t. they’re there so we can learn something. Through these experiences we learn how to strive for perfection from that day forward. Should you be expecting anything less from your Self?! -smile-

To conclude Today’s Article I want to remind these males and Men that when your first relationship -with your Mother- ain’t worked out, you won’t be able to use relationships with other Women to work it out! It’s like having a leaky faucet at your house and believing that fixing ya friends leaky toilet is gonna stop yours from drippin. As for the Gods…, quoting Lessons and calling yourself God so & so will not patch up your unresolved issues you brought into this Culture. More times than not, you’ve just learned a more sophisticated, cunning and beguiling way to mask these unresolved issues with Supreme Mathematics, Supreme Alphabet , and 120. We are charged with the responsibility of “teaching the uncivilized” (18-21/1-40) and the first uncivilized person we need to be building with is ourselves! Regardless of a Woman’s intentions about why she’s striving to build with us and come into this Nation, we’ve got to be an example and show and prove that indeed the Black Man is the true & living God. “Regardless to whom or what” (11/1-14), she has to cee that we have Integrity, are Honest and have a sense of Justness about what we’re saying and how we walk! WE ARE NOT LIKE 95% (85% + 10%) of the males and Men our Women are used to dealing with, and we set the standard of what these male and Men need to become. We hold ourselves to a higher standard and that standard is a higher order called ‘Righteousness’. Not Self Righteousness, b.u.t Righteousness because NO ONE IS EXEMPT from the justice meted out by this Universal Corrective Force.

So with that said, I want to continue encouraging you males, Men and Gods to work on resolving the issues you can recognize and be open to learning about those unresolved issues you may not identify. Some things people may tell us about ourselves may be bullshit -because they’re using transference to project their unresolved issues onto us, b.u.t. some of the observations people have about us are valid, especially if it’s coming from our Woman -who probably knows us on an intimate level better than anyone else! In the final analysis, always keep in Mind that the conditioning process and trans-generational trauma we’ve gone through as a People in this Society has “made us other than ourselves” (12/1-36). Changing our mental, physical, emotional and psychological profile is equivalent to changing our diet and striving to cleanse ourselves from being “taught to eat these wrong foods” (10/1-36); the wrong foods being the negative self concepts we’ve adopted AND ‘choose’ to identify with! As Original Men and Original Women we both bring dysfunctional issues to the table. How well we recognize these issues and strive to resolve them will ultimately define the Integrity and Longevity of our relationships.

PEACE!

Unconditional...

Reflections on Lessons in Love

Peace Ya'll! Because I've been getting an overwhelming response to my last Article 'Love, Hell or Right, I decided to spend alittle more time on the subject. -smile- First and foremost, the title itself gave you the theme of what I wrote about, “You can Love Hell or what’s Right.” Oftentimes, our baggage or negative self image sentences us AND our choices to a Love life of Hell and we never seem to get things Right! These negative self images are often the direct result of our ‘Trust’ issues. Issues that were usually impressed upon us at a very young age AND consistently reinforced along our lifecycle.

When we’re dealing with these issues ourselves or striving to build with someone who has these issues, it can feel like an uphill battle. It reminds me of this Documentary I saw about this guy trying to climb Mt. Everest with prosthetic legs. Anyway, I’ve had my share of dealing with myself and people with these issues. When it comes to dealing with a female “specifically”, it can look like the final scene in 'X-Men The Last Stand' when Wolverine was striving to save Dr. Jean Grey -from herself; The Phoenix, and he almost destroyed himself in the process… Wolverine had a deep Love for Jean to the point that he was willing to “give his life before his word shall fail” (11/1-14), b.u.t. her alter ego -The Phoenix- “kept them apart from their own social equality.” (8/1-14) It takes a lot of strength and resolve to accept the reality of such a situation and like Wolverine, you may end up holding only memories of Jean.

Anyway, here’s a few things I wanted to add on about that I think is important to consider in relationships:

OPTIONS
Cee, whenever two people agree to get to know eachother THERE ALWAYS ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE OPTIONS; options to be with somebody else! There is nothing in the book saying you both HAVE TO do anything about these options, b.u.t. it should always be respected that they exist. Why? Because as soon as you stop considering the fact that the other person “chooses to” be with you, in light of other options, you start taking them for granted! When you start taking someone for granted with an attitude like “they ain’t got no other options”, the value of the relationship and respect for that person starts to depreciate. Now keep in Mind that males and females have a different market value and options within this Society. This difference is based upon both Society’s “double standard” for Men & Women and also gender demographics -females outnumber males all over the Planet Earth. What this unfortunately translates into is the fact that Men are afforded more options. Because of this, a Man is more likely to find a partner than a Woman finding a partner. Like I said, whenever two people agree to get to know eachother THERE ALWAYS ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE OPTIONS and because of Society’s “double standard” and gender demographics, a male has a lot more options than a female! This harsh reality also accounts for alot of the ‘partnerless’ tension, frustration, backstabbing and conniving games females play with eachother, all in a quest to compete for this rare human resource; a Man. Now regardless of this, what two people choose to do with these options is equal to how much they truly value the relationship AND eachother. If you truly value a relationship then options are insignificant; you have what you need so there’s nothing else to consider! -shrugs- So you won’t even mention options because the person you’ve chosen to be with is what’s most important to you -not who you could be with! Cee, if “your word is bond and bond is life” to that relationship, informing people about options you’re entertaining breeds the mistrust and disloyalty that’ll eventually “make your word fail” (11/1-14). Follow my rationale? -smile- Now, if you’re keeping your options open and informing a person about other people interested in getting with you, you have devalued this person and any relationship you desire to have with that person. Your intentions may have been to cee how they feel about you when you informed them about “the other” (10/1-10) competition, b.u.t. that method only applies to people who actually perceive competition. Also, if a person tells you about these options then they’ve already been invested in them -in some capacity- or they are notifying you because they’re obviously interested in exploring these options -even if it means just keeping someone waiting in the wings. Whatever their reasoning is for informing you about their options, respect their freedom to explore their interests! If they want to cee -or already know- the grass is greener on the other side then let ‘em; it’s “their” choice! Now some people may think that if you don’t step up to tell this person how much you really care about them that you must not care about ‘em! They believe that because you don’t respond to them or may even encourage them to explore their interests that you’re really saying,"So. I don’t really give fuck’ about you anyway!" This may be true in some cases. Some people won’t respond or will encourage you to pursue your interests because they want you to hang yourself. -shakes head- In their Mind, they didn’t really care about you and were waiting for you to make a fucked up decision so they could gracefully bow out! So in reality, you really did them a GREAT BIG favor!

Now for some people their non response or encouragement for you to pursue your interests has nothing to do with how much they really care about you! HOW? Because in their Mind this saying applies, “If you love someone then set them free. If they don’t return then they were never yours to begin with!” Cee, they care enough about you to “allow you” to Love them, not try to make you Love them by trying to convince you that the grass isn’t greener on the other side! To a person like this, the greatest Love they can receive from you is the Love you’re freely willing to give them -without any prompting, fear or intimidation on their part. I always refer to this Episode of Spider Man I saw when the Black Cat -who was madly in love with him- ended up knocking Spider Man out with this sleeping gas on the top of a building. (WATCH HERE @ 2:30 mark) As she stood over him about to pull his mask off to reveal his true identity she stopped herself! Before she could cee his face she pulled half of his mask back down and walked away saying, “It would be more fulfilling when Spider Man takes his mask off for me!” I view a relationship in the same way, it’s more fulfilling when a person freely chooses me! -smile- Now of course the Black Cat went through some feelings about her decision b.u.t. she was wise enough to cee that to get a relationship on those terms would undermine the very integrity that a true relationship needs to stand on! Whether she got Spider Man or not, she got the Principle of ‘integrity’ and integrity is one of the components of ‘Trust’ -one of the building blocks of all relationships. Hypothetically speaking, suppose the Black Cat did follow through with her trick-knowledge, revealed Spider Man’s identity and ended up ‘getting him’ as her Man, do you think Spider Man would have any ‘Trust’ for her when he finds out what tactics she used to get him?! Anyway, the only relationship you should be willing to accept is one that a person has the Freedom, sense of Justice and Equality to have with you -because THEY CHOOSE to share life with you! No relationship involving scare tactics, intimidation, muscle, trick-knowledge, or any other petty games to solicit knee-jerk reactions from the other person to cee how they feel about you is worth having or investing in -ESPECIALLY if you value Righteousness. I am one of those people with the integrity I speak of, who care’s about a person that much that I won’t ever try to ‘make them’ Love me. To me, the only heart worth having is the heart freely given and anything less would be uncivilized… So with all the options in the World, they mean nothing to a person who chooses to build a relationship with “you”! If these options do mean something to a person, respect their freedom to explore their options. If you stand in their way OR stand around and accept it… you, will, get, hurt. And for those of you who like to 'sell' yourself based upon the idea of promoting your options…you’ll get exactly what people are willing to 'buy'!

LEARNING
I mentioned in my last Article about getting to know people in order to build ‘Trust’. Everybody has a Culture (way of life). The way they live is evident in their words, ways and actions. Their way of life is often more evident in their unspoken words, ways and actions! ALL of these things give you a positive profile on their Principles, Values and how they set their Priorities. There is no need to play games, scheme, etc.. in order to cee what a person is going to do! Life naturally puts people in situations where they’ll have to make decisions based upon their Principles, Values and Priorities. Just spend time with a person and do the knowledge! When I was young, my Ole Earth always used to tell me to do things with a female that’s interactive’ going to the park, museum, out to lunch, etc.. She would say that the movies are fine b.u.t. what are you learning about the other person, you’re both sitting there staring at a screen for about 2 hours?! LOL Anyway, I unconsciously took her advice and have always enjoyed the ‘one on one’ arena where me and a female could get to know eachother better. In such a situation that doesn’t rely on props, stage hands, entertainment, smoke & mirrors, etc… you and that person must rely on eachother! Some people avoid such encounters -for various reasons. Maybe it’s not that kinda party to them and they’re not really trying to get that deep with you. Maybe they’re just nervous and don’t want to put themselves out there like that. Why? Because they feel like they may make a mistake and say/do something that’ll ruin their chances of being with you! If they keep your encounters in a staged location, they can always turn the conversation into something ‘staged’ if they feel like they’re beginning to loose their audience’s -your- attention. When you take the approach of removing all non-essentials, you have a better way of ascertaining what a person’s Principles, Values and Priorities are -at least “theoretically”. Yeah, they can tell you anything, b.u.t. what they do will either corroborate or contradict this! If you do not spend time getting to know a person, you will never become familiar with them enough to confidently rely on what they will or won’t do; you don’t really know them like that! The beautiful thing about my Culture (The NGE), is the fact that we view Knowledge -in ‘Principle’- as the Foundation, so we have to get to know people, places and things before we even get involved in them! This is a ‘Value’ (of importance) because when you don’t do the knowledge on people, places or things first, you run the risk of being “roped and bound in” (4/1-14) to rules and regulations you know nothing about! Basically, we strive to make it our ‘Priority’ to read the fine print. By assuming this position, we often avoid putting ourselves in situations where we gotta learn things AFTER the fact. So you can either invest the time to really get to know somebody or not invest this time and get taught about who they are. These are two very different things.

CULTURAL CONGRUENCE
I mentioned alittle bit about getting to know a person in order to cee what kinda Principles they adhere to, Values that have and how their Priorities are set. I also mentioned that this identifies their Culture (way of life). The reason it’s important to cee these things is because you need to determine what you can or can’t live with! From my Cultural Worldview, there are certain things that I’ve made a decision that I can’t live with! On the top of that list is a female who doesn’t know OR have an allegiance to the same Cultural Worldview. If a Woman doesn’t have it in her heart to sincerely love Allah’s Mathematics, she love’s something else and it’s impossible for her to have the will or capacity to Love me! We are not congruent, which means our plans do not, will not and cannot coincide. So if we’re “not advocating for the same common cause” and striving “to be equal in everything” (8/1-14), we’re destroying our ability to do so. Under these conditions we have two separate Cultural Agendas and Principles, Values and Priorities that reinforce this. When Gods cee a female, although he may recognize some qualities he’s willing to live with, he’s ultimately looking at her as someone he needs to teach. Why? Because 85% of the time she’s to some degree an “uncivilized person, poisonous animal eater slave from a mental death and power. Those who do not know the true and living God or their origin in this World and worship what they know not. Who are easily led in the wrong direction and hard to be led in the right direction.” (14/1-40) This is not name calling. As you can cee, this is one of our ‘14th’ Degrees symbolizing Knowledge (1) Culture (4). So our observation is based on the actual fact that most (85%) of the females we encounter ‘know’ damn near nothing about our ‘culture’ OR how to deal with a Man who’s self image is the true & living God! If she wants to learn, fine. “I give all I have and all within my power” (40/1-40) to aide her, while realizing that at times she may get very frustrated, confused and insecure about “her place” and the power dynamics of such a relationship. There are many reasons for this. One reason is because she never dealt with the true & living God before. Another reason is because the 85er Manual she’s taken years construct doesn’t apply to me! Another reason is because she may be used to being in the drivers seat; controlling and schooling males who usually had no control or discipline over themselves. When she meets God it’s a whole different story and she’ll try everything to prove that it isn’t. Why? To gain a power and control over the situation that she doesn’t have. Not because she actually believes in it’s equal distribution, b.u.t. because she’s used to having things on her terms! The nature of such a new & strange relationship for her automatically exposes the insecurities, power struggles, and trust issues a Woman is dealing with and it unfortunately comes with the territory. So aside from other reasons verified in our Degrees, true & living Gods aren’t out looking for females. He realizes the seriousness of his duty as a Civilized Person and the enormous task of helping her unlearn things in order to learn. As Gods we have very high expectations for the Woman who’ll bear our child, be a Mother Figure to our children and continue the legacy of our Culture and THIS WILL BE NO WALK IN THE PARK! Regardless of what your Cultural Worldview or Religion is, it’s important to make sure that your partner is committed to the same Principles, Values and Priorities. It’s important that you both have the same Agenda -ESPECIALLY when there is or will be children involved. If this issue is not reconciled from the door, and you accept things in a person you can’t live with, you AND the relationship will end up dying from it.

To conclude Today’s Article I want to encourage those of you striving to build/re-build positive, healthy relationships to keep the faith! Weigh your options and make good decisions. Learn about a person and look to cee if you’re congruent. You’ll save yourself a lot of energy when you’re not “searching for that-that does not exist” (10/1-40). Also, be patient. It takes time and if a person isn’t willing to put the time in then they’re showing you they aren’t worth it. Why? Because if the ultimate goal is to find a consort for life, what’s damn rush?! -that was a rhetorical question- Anyway, at the end of the day we either make choices to be where we’re at in our relationships or we allow people to make these decisions for us. So take responsibility for your Love life and determine if it’s Hell or Right. If another person doesn’t have the will, capacity or commitment to Love you: that’s their Hell! YES it may hurt. YES it may be painful. B.u.t. when it’s all said and done, you’ll be alRight! -smile-

Peace!

In loving memory of...

Love, Hell or Right

Peace Ya’ll! For a while now I’ve been somewhat immersed in the subject matter of Love; ceeing that it's one of the themes in my latest manuscript. The above image is of my Ole Earth's headstone. It's been more than 14 years now since she's been physically gone. I had a beautiful relationship with her and was on good terms with her when she left this Planet. I cannot say the same for all of my siblings and some of them carry the psychological/emotional weight of these unresolved issues to this day. Today I want to present to you the science of Love, Hell or Right and the importance of not carrying or allowing others to carry our unresolved issues to the grave...

One of the most important components of Love is ‘Trust’. Trust is a reliable confidence in the Integrity, Honesty and Justness of another person. To even have the capacity to Love someone we must have a reliable confidence in their Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness. Oftentimes, we approach relationships with basic trust issues. Many of these trust issues began when we were children and we carry these unresolved issues into our relationships as adults. The origin of this distrust begins when -as a child- we relied on and put confidence in the Integrity, Honesty and Justness of people who took advantage of our vulnerable state. As a coping mechanism for this trauma we learned to protect, hide and even deny our vulnerabilities in hopes that we’ll never be taken advantage of again! As we carry this “promise” into our adulthood, it becomes difficult for us to Love simply because the ‘Trust’ isn’t there. Not only are we not confident about the Integrity, Honesty and Justness of another person, b.u.t. we also lack the confidence in our own Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness. Our own sense of feeling inadequate goes aaaaaaall the back to the ‘promise’ we made when we relied on someone (usually family) to care for us when we were too insecure, helpless and young to defend ourselves. So as adults carrying this trauma, we find ourselves without the capacity to ‘Trust’ because we made a choice (we keep as a promise) very early on to NEVER have to rely on or put any confidence in someone’s Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness.

Many people -especially adult females- with these ‘Trust’ issues have often gone through a slew of unreliable relationships with people who had no Integrity, weren’t Honest and had no sense of being Just. This only corroborates their ‘promise’ or serves as evidence to support a conclusion they already made as a child. These issues are further compounded when such a Woman chooses to bear life for such a male and her child(ren) leave an indelible impression on her Mind that you cannot ‘Trust’ Men, which undermines her capacity to Love, be Loved and supply the Love that maintains a Loving Family unit. On a very basic level, this is why many Women have a problem even saying “I Love You” to a Man and even her own child(ren). She doesn’t trust a Man because of her bad experience with males, and her child(ren) are often ceen as an undeniable reflection/reminder of this untrustworthy male/males!

Now that I’ve articulated some of the issues, let me break down how you build ‘Trust’ in order to develop the capacity to Love! Since ‘Trust’ is a reliable confidence in the Integrity, Honesty and Justness of another person, you develop ‘Trust’ by learning about the Principles, Values and Priorities of that person –or lack thereof. A person’s Principles, Values and Priorities is the basis of their Cultural Worldview (way of life). A person’s Principles, Values and Priorities tells you all about their Integrity, Honesty and if they have a sense of being Just. If a male doesn’t have a relationship with his own child, regardless of his relationship with his babies Mother, you can cee where is Principles, Values and Priorities are in regards to his children. If you do choose to have a child with a male like this, you will be unable to confidently rely on his Integrity, Honesty and Justness to be Father -regardless of how supportive he appears in the beginning.

The more you know about a person’s Principles, Values and Priorities, you gain more trust in what they’ll potentially do when they’re confronted with a situation that questions their Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness. When a Woman meets me she immediately develops the trust that I won’t eat pork under any circumstances, b.u.t. she won’t immediately trust that I won’t fuck around with another chick -who 95% of the time is worst than the pork itself! LOL Because such a Woman has not taken the time to really evaluate the basis of my Culture (Principles, Values and Priorities), it’s impossible for her to be confident about and rely on my Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness when a Wiz like this is in the midst. This is ultimately why I’m a huge proponent of Gods not having a relationship with a female who doesn’t have or isn’t striving to learn our 8-Point Curriculum (Supreme Mathematics, Supreme Alphabet and 120). Supreme Mathematics, Supreme Alphabet and 120 is the basis of a Gods Cultural Worldview and identifies the Principles, Values and Priorities that supports his Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness. If a God enters into a relationship with a female who does not know or have an allegiance to this Cultural Worldview, he compromises “their” ability to forge a relationship of Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness; all vital aspects of Love. In such a dysfunctional situation, a Man and Woman find themselves constantly assuming what the other will do, wasting time/energy to surveillance eachother, babysitting their mutual insecurities and ultimately giving part of themselves while expecting a whole situation. Gods realize from the door that “we’ve been made other than ourselves” (12/1-36) from being “taught how to eat the wrong foods” (10/1-36), so in order to regain the confidence in us as Men, we strive to teach them everything that we know. Some Men are under the false assumption that “he makes her” insecure or untrusting by not calling like clockwork, turning his phone off, not explaining where he was, etc… The reality is, 50 phone calls a day won’t make her feel any more secure or trusting than the insecurity and mistrust she brought to the table BEFORE she met you. The fact that she has some ‘preconceived’ notion about what you’re 'supposedly' doing because she can’t get a hold of you shows & proves this! It’s an assumption that’s based upon some deep seeded insecurity or distrustfulness she either experienced personally, saw her Parents go through, heard her girlfriend(s) talking about, watched on Lifetime Channel or heard in a Mary J. Song. Although her assumption of infidelity may be true, she has no actual facts to prove it, and to suggest that a Man NEEDS to remain on an invisible leash to relive the stress of her assumptions does not resolve her ‘Trust’ issues. Any Man up under a female like that who believes he’s helping her resolve these issues is actually making it worst -especially for him. Trust me, any Man trying to be all up under some female, following her around and blowing her phone up will eventually become either her child or a cornball. Also, you Fellas who think that this is going to make her more secure and trusting of you, demand that she follow the same protocols she demads of you. Demand that 'she' consistently call, 'she' keep her phone on, 'she' explainin EVERYWHERE she's been, etc.. You’ll learn something VERY valuable... You’ll learn that she really just wants to know where “you’re” at, and that's a one-way street, plain and simple. It’s not a mutually respected thing and if you don’t think so, put my theory to the test! You’ll find out if she’s willing to “deal with equality” (8/1-14) when it comes to that. What you haven’t considered is that fact that as a Woman she’s already under the yoke of a gender oppressive, misogynistic, Patriarchal Status Quo. Under these conditions, she’ll rationalize her unwillingness to conform to what she demands of you as ‘an open attack on her sense of freedom and autonomy she’s been deprived of as a Woman in this Society’ -which obviously valid! But here’s the translation that invalidates her non-transparent position: She simply has one set of rules for you and another set of rules, for you. LOL Again, concepts like this go back to ‘Trust’ issues that come from a male or collection of males in her life going all the back to her childhood, who had no Integrity, were Dishonest and had no sense of Justness. As Men meeting these females in their adulthood, we become the inheritors of these unresolved issues b.u.t. hopefully the silver lining to this dark cloud of misconceptions hovering over their head. As a Black Man striving to repair the damage that some of our Brothers/Fathers have knowingly/unknowingly done to our Woman it sometime becomes a daunting task. Many of us have given up on our Women entirely by getting a Woman who's "other than" (10/1-10) her. Some of us have given up on Women period and have turned to other males. I myself have not and will never give up on my Woman! WE WERE MADE FOR EACHOTHER IN THESE CONDITIONS AND WE WILL WORK IT OUT! PLUS NO ONE IS CAPABLE OF UNDERSTANDING (12) ME LIKE HER; WE COME FROM THE SAME PLACE! -smile- To abandon her is to abandon my daughters, the young females I Mentor, my Ole Earth, my Sisters and all the other Original Women who deserve the Love I have the capacity to give them!

Now, when a God agrees to build with a Woman and teach her, it’s not a control thing. Even if that’s his determined idea, Righteousness disables his ability to do so! If he wanted to have control he wouldn’t take the time to teach her anything and that’s the role of the 10% who are “the rich slave makers of the poor who teach the poor lies ‘to believe’... (not know!)” (15/1-40) Because many Women have had relationships with -and children- with males who took advantage of them, it puts a God in a very unique position when he meets her. First of all, she comes to the door looking for all the exists, closets and fire escapes. Secondly, she carries a chip on her shoulder that ‘a Man is only necessary based upon what you need him for’, and thirdly she wants Love b.u.t hasn’t learned how to Love herself and/or others. Let me repeat what I said initially; If you have unresolved ‘Trust’ issues, you will not have the capacity to Love, be Loved or supply the Love that maintains a Loving Family unit. When building with a Woman like this a God must be very careful to always respect her options and not be so quick to tell her what she should/shouldn't do. This means that he does more listening that speaking and he's often silent on issues she may be seeking confirmation about -that may be derived from her 'Trust' issues. Sometimes a Woman may use a God’s/Man’s silence as confirmation that he doesn’t care about her, thus enabling her to hold fast to her ‘promise’ that she had before she met him; ‘Don't Trust him’! She may also be trying to get a pulse on his feelings because she's seeking justification to engage in behavior that doesn’t have the Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness she demands in him. "Why should I have any Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness anyway? He don't!", so she believes. Yes, I’m often silent or won’t tell a Woman what she should/shouldn’t do to respect her options. Sometimes she has a desire to put her theories to the test -especially if she presents me with options, so I move out of her way. I often already cee the outcome, yet it’s important to ‘Trust’ that one day she’ll learn for herself the Principles, Values & Priorities that govern her choice -even if it hurts me. If I ascertain that her choice is diabolical/wicked or will bring about those types of results, then “I speaketh to warn” (19/1-40) her. So when it comes to me being silent or not saying yes or no to consistently corroborate a Woman’s ‘Trust’ issues, I'm actually expressing more ‘Trust’ and care for her than she can cee!!! How? Because I’m confidently relying on her ability to use her Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness to handle situations. Sometimes it may not work out that way and she may be asking you because she feels like her Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness isn’t strong enough to handle situations -especially in places that are established upon the premise of Hedonism not what's Right OR exact. She may be crying out for you to save her from herself! She may end up putting her theories to the test and end up being satisfied with them. Ultimately, it’s always a chance a God/Man must always be willing to take in order to have a Woman who -given the options- chooses to reflect him, not because she should or shouldn't! This also helps him build the ‘Trust’ in her that she often never had in herself! KEEP IN MIND that if you don’t respect a Woman’s options, and the fact that she chooses to be with you, she’ll make options and these options will always be diametrically opposed to your will (of Allah).

One of the first things a Woman must understand is that she cannot and will not be able to 'Trust' a Man if she doesn’t know his Culture (way of life). 95% (85% + 10%) of the males she usually dealt/deals with had/have no sense of Culture, so they function like a Freelancer (Hedonist) with no Integrity, Honesty or sense of Justness about what he does. Is one of his Principles ‘plagiarizing’? What kind of Values does he have; is investing in business opportunities more important to him then investing in real human relationships? How does he set his Priorities; if given the choice, will drive to a football game 3 hours away before he takes his Grandmother to the grocery store across town? I am not saying whether these choices are right or wrong, b.u.t. I am giving you glimpse of the nuts & bolts that make them who and what they’ve learned to be. When a Woman or Man enters into a relationship with a person who they don’t know, there is no telling what they will or won’t do and you have no sense of knowing! Grasping a person’s Culture equips you with the science of ‘prediction’ (“writing history in advance” 1/1-40). So when a Woman knows what type of Principles guide a Man’s life, his Values, and how he sets his Priorities, she’ll know what to expect and can confidently rely on his Integrity, Honesty or sense of Justness that uphold his Culture. When a God is teaching a Woman or has a relationship with a Woman who shares his Cultural Worldview, he is presenting himself to her as an open book; allowing her to know everything she needs to know about what he will and will not do. Ultimately, he’s engaged in a process of complete transparency; showing her his Principles, Values and Priorities that ultimately define his Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness. Because this process also involves her, he is simultaneously learning about her and what to expect and not expect from her. This is how you build trust, regardless if you’re striving to be an Earth, becoming a Christian, Muslim, etc… It’s the learning process that cultivates the ‘Trust’ between two people that equip them with the capacity to Love, and Love unconditionally! Many times people -especially Original People who have been Culturally Disenfranchised- ignore this learning process and enter into relationships based solely on feelings of mutual attraction; with hopes that these feelings of mutual attraction will sustain them. Because a Woman may interpret a God ‘enlightening’ her as some kind of post traumatic gender oppressive power relationship she experienced as a child, in past relationships and within Society, she may not have the courage, humility and wisdom to give this relationship a chance; ‘feeling’ as though he’s a trader/traitor “making an interpretation that she will receive more gold for her labor which was more than she was earning in her own country (dysfunction).” (28/1-36). The reason so much weight is placed upon her ‘feelings’ is not simply because a Woman is emotional by nature and the Moon symbolizes the sentimentality and governance of her sympathetic nervous system, it’s because as a child, emotional impressions represent the primary way we attend and interpret the world around us! If, as a child, we experience traumatic impressions, these events leave an indelible mark upon a fragile psyche we have yet or may never develop the psychology to understand. At one point or another we’ve all experienced such trauma as Original People living in this wilderness, b.u.t. Knowledge of Self is the means through which we gain access to resolving these issues. If we don’t resolve them we will never develop the ability to ‘Trust’ ourselves or another person enough to have the ‘Love’ we desire to give and receive.

Love, Hell or Right is a journey through our Trust issues. The feelings of inadequacy, insecurities, low/vacant self esteem or other debilitating self concepts all go back to these ‘Trust’ issues -often impressed upon us in our childhood and reinforced throughout our lives. No amount of financial stability, drug/alcohol use, sex, academic achievement, entertainment, etc… will resolve these issues because in the solitude of our own Heart we’ll always feel an emptiness due to the lack of Love in our life -even when someone has the capacity, clarity and will Loves us! We simply won’t identify, feel or appreciate it because we have the incapacity to give it back. The ‘Hell” we face in order to deal with these negative self concepts will range in a spectrum from Temperance (as in refining gold or fashioning a brilliant sword) to Torture (as in hellfire). It’s a process we’ll all go through to discover the Right way to Love and live with ourselves and other people! As God, I love even when people have not developed the ‘Trust’ to reciprocate this Love. Among other Righteous Principles, Values and Priorities that I adhere to, this is a Principle and Value inherent to the 11/1-14; “Yes my word is bond and bond is life and I will give my Life before my Word shall fail” and one of the protocols of a “King” (11/Supreme Alphabet).

So in conclusion, I have personally gone through a situation where the closeness I once held as sacred with a person has disintegrated to point of strangers. The basis of this is the ‘Trust’ that were always present, yet expanded over time. Trust issues that were brought to the table. This separation estranged us from a sense of familiarity, so it’s impossible to pick up where we left off; we don't know eachother anymore. We both have no way of knowing what to expect from eachother because the ‘Trust’ is gone. We've both made decisions -without the other person's knowledge- that we will now bring back with us to the table, and these decisions may have changed us drastically! We both have no idea where we will now stand. and it’s a disheartening feeling to know that someone who was so close to you is no longer even a friend to you. Not because of hate, anger or any of these emotions that often “keep people apart” (8/1-14), b.u.t. because the ‘Trust’ we strived to build for years has been destroyed. To get to know and ‘Trust’ eachother again is equivalent to getting to know eachother for the first time. It’s easy to walk away from a situation like this, knowing that to re-engage we’ll both be more vulnerable than we’ve ever been, and must work extra hard to rebuild the ‘Trust’ factor. The question is, “Is it worth it and what will you be getting out of the situation when it’s all said and done?” They may never learn to ‘Trust’ and I will never receive the Love and Respect I deserve. It’s a stalemate of sorts, locked in a state of limbo, longing to repair a relationship that we allowed our unresolved negative self concepts to destroy. For those of you who find yourselves in this situation, who have a desire to learn how to ‘Trust’ and develop the capacity to Love yourself and others, here’s my advice:

1. Get to honestly know yourself better and come to terms with the negative self concepts you have adopted and unresolved issues that are "buried there" (5/1-14); YOU HAVE A CHOICE TO THINK THESE THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF AND SURROUND YOURSELF WITH THOSE WHO DO/DON'T SUPPORT THEM! These are beliefs that don’t work in your favor and have continually destroyed your ability to have a healthy relationship with yourself and others. Although money, academic achievement other things “can” help you, they will not resolve your ‘Trust’ issues. You deserve the right to Love be Loved and supply the Love that maintains a Loving Family unit like everybody else. Discovering the things we need to work on does not make you less or weaker than anybody else either! It actually empowers you with a Truth that allows you to positive transform your life and aide others in doing the same! So hold your head up; you are Infinite Intelligence dwelling in a form, and is much, much greater than the form, the negative self conceps and the unresolved issues we identify as us!

2. Forgive yourself! Once you recognize these negative self concepts, work towards correcting them. Don’t own them, hug them or associate with them any longer or they’ll continue to be “the piece with the magnetic” (22/1-40) that attracts your emotional, mental and financial dysfunction. Knowledge of Self is a process of self examination and inoculation against these psychological viruses. Once you’ve forgiven yourself, forgive others who you may have wronged with these negative self concepts -especially those who have placed their ‘Trust’ in/and Love you. Once you apologize, engage in activities and share knowledge with that helps regain their ‘Trust’ (confidence & reliability in your Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness). This also works as sweat equity in the relationship you’re striving to rebuild. If the person chooses to no longer engage you in a relationship because of your choice(s) to undermine that relationship it’s their choice. At least you’ve done “everything within your power” (40/1-40) to resolve “your” issues. If they still have resentment, that’s a cross they’ve chosen to bear.

3. Use your Knowledge and Wisdom to teach other people -especially the youth & young couples- how to navigate situations like this so they don't have to go through as much Hell as we did to get our Love life Right. They may go through worst, b.u.t. at least you “performed your duty as a Civilized Person” (18/1-40) by making sure that you helped them deal with the negative self concepts and ‘Trust’ issues you may have impressed upon them -especially if they’re your own children.

4. Realize that a mate is nothing more than a collection of Principles, Values and their Priorities. This is what we call ‘Character’ and each character has a Cultural Worldview. The less you know about this Cultural Worldview, the less you’ll be able to predict about their Character (Principles, Values and their Priorities ). And the less you know about a person’s Character, the less expectations you’ll be able to have about their Integrity, Honesty and sense of Justness. In this case, you’re feeling around in the dark and hoping to find the light switch and you -and your child(ren)s life- is too valuable to put at rick like that. If you think it’s alright then that’s something you need to really examine about your own Principles, Values and their Priorities that define your Cultural Worldview –that you are teaching your child(ren).

As for my own situation… Hopefully they have taken the time to read this build and have been inspired by the things I have written. Although I still hold the strength, capacity and will to Love them I realize that they must develop the capacity to ‘Trust’ themselves and me enough to reciprocate this Love. Will they ever find their way? Maybe, yet I may not be by their side when they do. B.u.t. if it’s really in my heart to want the best for them, then the best for them may mean we may never speak or cee eachother again. Do I desire that we become distant memories to eachother? NO. Do they desire this? We will cee…

PEACE!